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Sunday, January 31, 2010

i love th starting , but ..
th ending makes me sad .
why must you do this ?
i myself also dontknow .

2 months ~ awful medicine .
i willingly t drink .
cause it can cure .
i want be nice nice .
i want be like normal girls .
shopping without trying .
everywhere is short .
im trying t cut short some sentence .
for me t know , for u t find out what im trying t say .

19 birthday coming , got no mood at all .
this year totally sux for me .
main thing i wana do now is t finish up my aks.
& buy what i wana buy . no future . no hope ~
everything gone if after this 2 months still not cure .

&&& i hate yohc ~

Labels: is for u, nah

Posted @ [1:44 PM]

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

hurhur . nowadays seldom use com ler ;(
waiting for next week . on leave again ~ hurhur .

but think this yr birthday will be boring .
whatever ba . turns my mood off .

&& i dontknow why i`ve become liddat .
which i myself also dontknow what im doing .
its too late t regret . everything now must think twice bfer u regret(:
& there come my phoenix w mayb a dragon chasing th phoenix ba .
but ... sighed . long story .
next session mayb is on 7 feb ba .
prays hard it`l be nice .

th pain makes me really hard t do things .
why why why ? o.o
this month for no reason i`ve spend $2000+ .
part of it is cab & cigg . th rest fly dontknow i spend till where .
im like a broker now ~ ohmytians .
lucky i still have some t tahan for this few days .
hurhur .

reborning ~ omg .
think next week then reborn ba;(
perm or reborn nicer ?
LOL ~

& damn it . once i got passport .
then hans told me sultan die . so for 1 week cant go msia .
cause of some reason .
some more drive in & got alot police .
so mayb next week then go ba (:

craving for new helmet & camera ~ ohmytians luh .

Labels: miss my baba .

Posted @ [7:23 AM]

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

im really very lack of sleeeeeeppp ~
&& t think tht ytd bfer work till now .
i haven slp for 26hrs .
& t be continueee ~
lols .

after work plan go geylang eat .
then got some interesting programs for awhile .
then stone awhile at coffeee shop .
then plan t go jiawei hse gamble .

LOL . again & again .
Lose & lose .
today lose of th day ard 200$ !
ohmytians .
its really lots my tians .
i dontknow why i`l be so tempted as t keep playing . haha .

after his hse ard 1pm , cab-ed dwn marina square w petr&dennis .
then t bank & lunch tgt w petr as dennis went t meet his girlf ~
then after lunch i cab dwn lavander t do passport .
which only cost me 4BUCK ! so cheapppp can ?
haha . && finally i do my passport .
yippiiieeeeee ~ can go oversea lerrrr ~~!!
hohoho .
after tht meet fiona at bedok then tgt bus dwn hougang mall buy things
& cut hair . then walk walk awhile bus home .
1st time can slp while ppl is cutting my hair .
i knock knock my head . LOL !
but say really , its really very tired lei ;((
but i deserve it (:

actually meeting jason for dinner .
but due t my tired-ness , i dua him agin .
haha . its th 2nd time i last min cancel .
lols . im sorry .
then now home , cant slp .
must wait till ard 10+pm then can slp .
then slp all th way till tmr afternoon straight wake go work .
hohohos . shiok ~ i love eating & slpping .

&&& i really really have t start saving .
this month cause of ytd , & im soon gona break .
blame it on my itchy hands . ;((

Labels: sighed

Posted @ [2:55 AM]

Sunday, January 17, 2010

hate 2 headed snake .
will stop saying it .
say more pain more .
all wont understand .
sighed .
why must i b so stupid last time . ;(

above pic taken w me is my shopping kaki ~
hohoho . we love shopping . but she dont love eating (:
LOL .

nowadays work is still okok .
but im so tired till no time use com .
today is cause i thought of playing then i on com .
laugh . if not i`l b lazy & my pictures will not b uploaded .
Laughs .

* somethings are meant not t be said .
so lets just keep our mouth shut .

19jan , here i come . 1 more day~
ohmygod .
&& im gona go make my passport .
this time really no joke ;x;x

Labels: i`l stop thinking

Posted @ [3:39 PM]

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

hurhur . im afraid i`l chose th wrong decision again ;(
&& today is my last day leave .
now waiting for him call back see if meeting me not .
hurhur .

&& this is good !
dad just gave me a 200$ last week .
& now giving me another 150$ for me t buy new year clothes .
hahaha . think buying me another helmet is easy la! ;x opppps .
hahaha . && i want a big big ANGBAO for my birthday this yr ~
yeppie yeppie .

went bugis w carol today .
walk walk but saw nothing nice .
so only bought few lashes , perfume & a top .
wodetians . why i buy so lil ! lols.
she spend much more then me luh , cause she buy many things .
hurhur . my problem hope can faster cure then can buy many many many nice nice clothes wear . & bu zhi buy new year clothes , i still need buy birthday clothes .
mytians . so many things .
lols.

&& dint aim for any xmas give .
due date is tmr ! & im starting work tmr .
mygod . later need early wake go buy lor .
so shiok la this 4 days leave .
rest for starting 2 days . play for ending 2 days . hurhur .
so nua already then tmr need work ;((
sobs .

* i cant promise i`l love u again

Labels: im missing you

Posted @ [8:12 AM]

Monday, January 4, 2010

went out w hans&kerou today . went geylang eat dian xin .
after tht t dou jiang you tiao eat .
then headed dwn t clementi find alvin .
sighed .

grandma stories starts .
its really sad .
& its a long story .
sighed .
i`m sorry .
both at faults too .

im looking forward t later appointment at 11am .
ohmytians .
cant slp. & now time is 6.21am ! lols.
few more hrs need go prepare & meet w weifong .
lol . after appointment will meet w huili & co at marina square .
LOL . pay day .
happy happy . dontknow if can tong till midnight .
cause mayb eating supper w hans again . hohohos .
i think i cant tong .
but i cant simply waste my leave liddat right . LOL .

i must enjoy .
& after all those talks , i felt comfortable ~ (:
thanks hans for fetching till so far .
really big thanks(:

Labels: MISSED

Posted @ [2:20 PM]