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Friday, May 30, 2008


Morning 930am .
3 teachers came over t my place.
Talk t me .

I`m gona take up hairdressing soon .
If everything goes smooth .
(:
Thanks venus (:

6mths ; $2000 -.='
Faint . nvrmind .
I`m in for this course ler .
Haha .

Gona work part time .
Save some money .
Or slack ard ?
Then next week going dwn the salon.
(: HOHOHO .

I`m like a small girl .
Needa see my counselor one hr per day ; (
One yr 40hrs . Zzz
LOL .

♥ After all this . i do not know what i want in life.
i have many friends . I cant manage my time w some friends.
Sometimes , i just wish that you`l be gone in my mind.
Give me a new fresh life .
Start things afresh .
Be back t what i want in life .
No point changing a person. i hate those things happening when
somethings occur .

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The YouthEmpire Presents...

VAUNT III

The Ministry of Fashion
17th June 2008
Doors Open at 730pm



Besides that, VAUNT III also happens to be The YouthEmpire’s 3rd Year Anniversary, and us at The YouthEmpire know better than to throw our Birthday Bash in a series of 3 Fashion Centric Events (2 Free and 1 VAUNT) because we want to THANK ALL OF YOU for having us around for the past 3 years!



Pay for ONE event, come for ALL 3 and adorn that VAUNT III badge of yours to gain entry into ALL!



We’re sure you’ve read about Myanmar and China and we agree that we should do something about it! We are collecting donation at the door for all 3 events and all proceeds will go to Red Cross Mercy Aid Fund! Let’s all Party For A Cause!



3rd June 2008
The Butter Factory
“Dare to Wear” Party



Come dressed in your most Mis(x)Matched Gear! Or come dressed in something you will NEVER wear!

But remember that badge of yours!

If not, make a donation at the door and come in to party the night away!
(More Details Coming Your way)





10th June 2008
(A Hush Hush Venue… To be revealed at a later date)



We at The YouthEmpire know better than to spoil our element of surprise and mystery so stay tuned… J

We hear it might just be a HOUSE / WAREHOUSE party! We hear it might just be BYO (Bring Your Own)!
(More Details Coming Your way)



-----------------------------------

17th June 2008

VAUNT III @ The Ministry of Sound


The Youth Empire's next event, VAUNT III- The Ministry of Fashion. Our very own Singapore Young Fashion Designers' Awards happens on the 17 June at MoS.



For one night only, the boldest and most fearless fashion pieces of 10 upcoming young designers will adorn the sizzling bodies of 20 of our hottest teen models in the most glittering and iconic Young Fashion Designers' Awards of the year!



With special guest appearances from Singapore's Local Artistes as Judges, The Hip Hop Crew , and the transformation of Pure Room into an Exclusive Love Labyrinth and all things Jetstar Asia - there's something for everyone at VAUNT III 2008!*



Where the couture-conscious, harajuku-chic and anyone with a love of popping lights, fashion, expression, and eye-candy unite - be surrounded by beautiful strangers and blaze up the runway with us @ VAUNT III 2008!



Dress Code: New School Hues! We are thinking NEON and GO GO GLO!!



AND, FIRST 500 PEOPLE AT THE DOOR GET FREE TICKETS TO KL!!

FOR TICKETS RESERVATIONS AND/OR
INTERESTED TICKET DISTRIBUTORS.
CONTACT:
BENNEY HO (sales)
BENNEY_1989@HOTMAIL.COM
HP:91147789

THANKS LOTSA EVERYONE =)
HOPE YOU ENJOY THE PARTY

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Thursday, May 29, 2008




28May08`

Wake at 1030 pm . then watch tv till 12am .
Eat dinner & prepare . Meet shan & her friend at nearby my place.
Then off t changi village .
Eat & slack awhile when och . outside see see .
Then cant find japanese school .

Jiu off we went siplap there .
Round round awhile went home slp .
520am reach home .
Haha . So tired nowadays .

29May08`

Haha . Today wake at 5+ .
watch tv .
Online use com .
Then fill in the appliacation form makes me mad .
Lol .
First time use-ing mail fill form .
Zzz haha .

Today so lazy go out .
Gene ask me pei him go drink .
I ask him jio yicong instead.
I`m real sorry .
Damn lazy .
Haha .


A dream can spoil my beauty sleep .
Zzz It hurts badly .
Dreaming talking t u in my dream .
Makes me happy .
& telling me you do have ur own reasons for avoiding me.
I`m happy . Even we dint contact , but at least god let me dream of you (:
Send those 2 msges t you.
end up what you did ?
When i wake up , i dont receive any of ur msg.
I pray hard that you`l reply .
I think we`re not fated t be tgt .
But why cant we even be friends ?
I really really miss you .
I always treated you as my closest friend (:
Be back t my side , will you ?
I`ve my friends back again w me .
Slowly slowly forget about you .
i wont be in this trap again next time.
Never will have a next time , i SWEAR ~
I can do whatever i like . dont need change myself.
So so freedom . I can lead a more happy life w/o u .
Hold hands , kiss & hugs ; thanks for everything(:
Dont worry , i`l be strong . i`m gona change for the better.
I wont turn bad either (:
work hard in whatever you do :D
i`l always be supporting u .
althought i know u wont be coming my blog ,
or even reply my msg .
I still will type out all this.
it has been a habit since starting of the month.
Hope everything went smooth for u .
Wont be celebrating ur birthday w u either.
regret telling u everything , nvrmind .
It`s over now ~
Byeee twenty-six (:
;'( tears roll down.

























LALALA~
My stupid junqing .
prepare hao call u , end up u fall aslp.
You think funny .
You`re gona die in my hands if you`re
meeting me later on .
(x



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Tuesday, May 27, 2008


26May08`

TIOOOOOOO SACKKKKK!
: (((((((((

bus-ed down bedok meet kahleng.
then t expo .
return my shirt & take my pay .
After that when foodfair walk walk.
Spend me almost $20 there .
Laughs .

After that bus dwn bedok .
Then bus t serangoon there meet kerou .
then t point eat sakae sushi .
LOL .
Halfway , yicong came.
Then after eat meet w a guy , eugene (:
Then slack ard outside mac .
Then eugene wanted bring us out drink .
So , all went kerou hse take things then cab-ed t chinatown ; memories.
Left a lil chivas , then he open another martel -.=

Left ard 3am . Cab-ed back point .
Slack awhile .
Eugene went home , then we 3 girls went yicong hse.
Awhile i cant slp , all jiu went home .
Reach-ed home chat w mama then off bath & sleep .
Thanks eugene (:

27May08`

Bus-ed down mall meet w kerou .
Walk ard mall . Yicong came . Slack & wait for kahleng .
Went plaza eat suki sushi .
Then back mall meet bebix & ming .
Slack awhile.
Walk t green buy ciggs .
Then t point slack awhile.
Jiu cab-ed down midnight curry meet shan .
Drink & chit chat .
walk back t her hse .
Awhile ltr , meet jerry & friend.
Went yishun dam . ( my idea ) LOLLL !
Weekday really sian at there .
Nothing do . smoke thn off back t hougang plaza play pool.
Then off t loyang baibai .
Then he send us back t shan hse (:
LOLLLL .
Hope it`s really works (:
I really wish he`l be back t my side ; (

♥ I`ve lost my job . I start t think of you .
Almost cry out . After 2 weeks of nvr contact.
I really miss u . It`s real .
Something is not right between us .
Tell me what actually happen ?
Why must you guys do this everytime?
For no fcuking reasons , end up ITS THE END .
Do you know how`s the feeling ? I bet you dont ,
cause mayb u`re always the one doing this kind of thing.
It really hurts me badly .
Throughout this 5 years , i always treated u as my close friend.
Told u every of my secrets .
When i`m d0wn , you`re there cheering me up .
I really miss the past .
Does it really mean the hug is a goodbye for us ?
I rather dont . cause i dont wish everything t end so fast.
Everything become different after 2 weeks .
Why must you do this ?

* Stupid junqing ass .
Drink drank drunk .
Asss , im angry w him ;x

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Sunday, May 25, 2008


24may08`

Bus-ed t riko house wait for ahyi .
Then cab-ed dwn singapore expo .
Work there is fun see-ing those kids playing.
But as i sit there nothing do =.='
All i do is sit thr sms & blast songs .
Laughs (x so boring thr .
Smoke also cant smoke .
Must give excuses go buy things thn geigei smoke.
Zzz FCUK lur.
Life`s boring .

  • 30 hours no sleep
  • 20 hrs sleep
  • 24 hrs no eat
It`s just so so tired .
Halfway thru .
i`m just gona close my eyes .
But i tahan lar .
Wabiang , really cannot make it lur dey .
After that , bus t bedok thn change bus home .

25May08`

Dint went work . as morning 7+ wake up headache.
sians , stupid de siaaa .
was coughing coughing o.O
Surprised ! that someone will ring me up (:
But i dint pick as i`m sleeping .
Haha . Wake at 7pm . thn now online blogging watching tv .
After that cab-ed down mall .
Meet w bebix & ming .
Walk t buy my things .
Ahling came . Ate mac . awhile jiu bus-ed home.
Tmr not going work as im having slight fever.
At this point of time sick o.O
God must be playing w me .


♥ Work is tired . I cried .
It`s real . Maybe i`m not use t work life .
I hate Working .
But i need money .
Getting sick ler .
Coughing + headache + flu !
!@#$%^&*
It`s a simple job yet i cant tahan .
Maybe changing my kbox job t part time.
I gona work hard for money .
; ((
* Anyway , anyone going expo ring me up(:
I`m working over thr .

Chat w joel n phone .
Cutee lur him .
Months dint contact .
Now back in action uh .
LOL .
Luck for tmr (:

It`s been days since we last contact (:
Now that i`ve got myself a job .
I wont be bothering much about it .
I`m tired of thinking so much already .
Pissed me off by calling/msging like a idiot ~
What i gain ? NOTHING!
Fcuk shit is this ?
I dont understand why . why must things become liddat.
As i`l be busy & tired over work things .
Hope this wont be the end (:
I need a reason frm u . everything must have a reason.
i`m a busy busy girl girl . hohoho!
But still , i miss you lei (:
It`s no longer call L OVE .
this word dissappear frm my dictionary .



This girl here is RETARD !
Take a close look at her eyes (((x
HOHOHO .
JOVELXIE!
Better ring me up !
!@#$%^&*
Or you`l see ur face here everytime i post .
You`re even more busy then me uh .
STUPID STUPID.
This is bad .

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Friday, May 23, 2008


20May08♥

Bus t bedok find kahleng .
Then tgt go reborn our fringe nearby her house thr .
Then withdraw money go eat mac .
Slack awhile bus back home . 11+ went downstair meet w
bebix&ming . awhile go back home.
& again , dint manage t meet up w jieying boyf ; (

21May08♥

Bus t bebix house bus stop . wait her .
Then bus dwn amk . Train t somerset .
Went centrepoint take things frm junia.
Thn walk ard town . went cuppage eat .
Thn actually wanted meet zai de .
But he come dwn at the wrong time .
Haha . So miss this chance .
Went dhouby ghuat thr meet w mingquan ,
& off we train back t kovan .
They accompany me walk home .
Thanks . Then reach home watch tv .
1+ , zai come fetch me go punggol park thr .
We chat & slack . Then he fetch me home .
Thanks , Meet up soon .
* I dont believe what you`ve said ( :

22May08♥
Walk t kovan meet w caixuan .
Then we eat & walk ard . Wait for crystal .
Slack awhile at mac . thn bus-ed dwn caixuan hse .
Watch tv awhile went dwnstair coffee shop eat porridge .
Then back t her hse watch tv till 10 .
Jiu pei crystal walk back grace heaven thr take bus .
Then she walk home . hoho .
Reach home watch tv .
1+ went t shan hse .
Slack till 5+ went back home ler .
* Finally you`re back . haha .


23May08


Walk t shan hse meet shan&co .
thn awhile walk home take money .
Zai cab-ed back here .
Slack&chit chatting .
Now the time , 330am .
Shit dead . Working tmr .
Sure not enough slp .
Laughs (:

Fianally i`ve found a job .
Start tmr . After working expo .
Will be working at k-box .
HOHO .
Sorry ben , cant make it on sunday due t work (:
Shall meet up other day ;DD
Will seldom blog alr , when i`m free will come here see see . hohoho .

It`s really very hard t forget tht guy tht you love .
Everything is back t square one. it just come & go as it like .
I cant stop u frm doing it. But at least , return me back calls ?
You makes me think alot & alot .
You think back , whenever you need me , i`m always thr for you .
I dont wish anything t happen between our friendship .
I really miss those outings w you .
You always brighten up my day w a smile.
You wont even angry me when i do something wrong .
All you do is advice me this & that .
I wana be the lil girl you pamper every single day .
Avoid is not a way . Come talk t me .
everything will be finee .
You`ve changed .
Blahblahblah ~
Sakuraaaa is still very sad u know ?
Stupid superfourrrr .
Come back t me , come back t me .



Stupid ! Come come .
Surprise ! (:

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Monday, May 19, 2008


16May♥

Wake prepare bus t mall meet ahling .
Pei her go rent vcd . Jiu bus dwn t daryl hse there slack .
tgt w k-pher . Thn ard midnight cab-ed t kerou hse
slack till 330am cab-ed home .
Pics taken w k-pher ~






17 May♥

Mall meet ahling . walk ard .
kerou reach . followed by des&shirleen .
Thn wait for riko&co jiu train t bugis .
Go arab st there sheesha .
Damn , first time sheesha , not v good .
Haha , might not be gg again .
Halfway meet up w ivan&friend . Thn bus t daryl hse there
Slack again Zzz .
then t midnight curry eat & slack till 3+ cab-ed home .







18May♥

HAPPY 11TH MONTH BABY !

Prepare & bus down bedok meet w kahleng . train down bugis .
Find jobs . thn train t hougang . cab-ed go fetch kerou then t k-garden find ahling & co there.
Ard 1+am , wilson come fetch me t amk .
HOHO . he treat me hoegaarden de beer .
Laughs , Haihao lur the taste .
Haha , thn he bring so many bottles down . LOL .
End up nvr drink finish .
Halfway , jiu went prata shop eat Thn t playground there
Talk&slack till 6+ he bring me t bus stop wait bus .

Laughs , 1yr plus nvr meet wilson ler .
Hoho . shall post pic of him .
Finally meet dao him . haha .
Thanks for company-ing me till morning (:
We have lotsa things t chat about .
Haha , he treat me as a akaliao .
Haha . budden , we only meet 3 times nia (x
Although , i`m not the first girl you pillion .
But i`m the fourth girl . & thnks for coming dwn fetch me .
Remember , generation gap ~ Hohoho!



Hey , wilson wst ~
Here`s a pic of him .
Due t forget take pic w him , jiu post his solo pic.
Meet up soon .

19May♥

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY RIKO BABY !

Night time Walk t catherine hse find her . thn bus-ed
down riko house .
Awhile cut cake thn jojo came . But he dont want go in .


Someone , pls mind ur attitude . thnks hell lots

♥ After 3 days , msg&calls .
Not answering or replying .
Nvrmind~
After one week , thought today will be the day .
But after one whole day , no respond .
Everything drift apart after tht day .
1 weeeeekkkkk ~
Everything might be gonee now .
No longer the happiness in me.
You make me sad.
Sakura is sad sad ~
Ppl outside might be racist , but i dont fcuking care.
Whatever fcuk shit i say now also no use , time wont be rewinded back.
Short&Simple will do.
Some might know who i`m referring to , but i fcuk care.
Know jiu know ler , what can i do ?
Dont see me enjoying , You dontknow what i`m thinking inside.
Im real sadddddddd .
STATUS : Sakuraaa is sadd sad ~
Baby , all i need is loveee .
Ahling is someone who`s always there for me.
I dont mind sharing my probs w her , cause i trust her (:
7years friendship will continue till the end.
ahling , thnks for everything .
Mug hard for ur o`s .
meanwhile , Loveyou (:




Stupid jovel!
Boom me 3 days .
Yes ! You shld let me in !
HOHOHO .
& i`l wack u hard (x
Haha But still , Loveyou la (:



Alfonson ! Sad uh , i`ve found it .
LOL ! & you better meet me .
Or else , i`l post ur pic up every day (x

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Thursday, May 15, 2008


14MAY♥

Home rot Zzz
No money = no life .
I`ve got a job .
HOHO . Start work this saturday .
So so happy .
But still , pay not v gd .
Shall find another job soon .
Haha . At least got job better thn no money (:

15May♥

Wake by rain call .
Haha , wake prepare & meet her hse dwnstair .
Slack awhile , walk t opp catherine hse bus stp meet cat .
Thn rain bus dwn t mall .
Sorry rain , forget t msg u about not gg dwn mall alr .

Cat is so mafan .
Dont want board the bus tht no place sit .
LOL . kuku cat ! haha .
Thn we wait for another bus .
thn meet ahling & co.
Went eat , then slack at carpark again .
LOL . this time chat alot & really alot .
haha .

Then actually wanted meet jieying today ,
but due t not enough time , jiu sorry dint meet up .
haha . went mac buy cheesecake for mum.

Jiu cab home w catherine .
hohos .

So what if ur car is nice ?
Ur face is still like Shit !

&& JOVEL !
WAIT FOR ME , WE SHALL GO SHOPPING SOON !
Maybe meeting u this sat . haha .
Cool ~ so long no meet ler .
You STUPID ASSS !

&&& i miss you .
Its back t the past .
everything gona rewind back .
i`m brave enough , by making myself busy .
i wont be thinking of you anymore .
i wana be a busy girl girl girl ~
But the carpark reminds me of everything .
& i`m just so niceeee , t not even ring u up .
Good start , Sakura !
&& Boy , Get well soon !

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008




Suddenly saw this picture , so upload .
(: taken during march chalet .

Wake prepare , bus dwn t amk meet w ahling & co.
thn t carpark slack . ard 11+ bus dwn t mall meet w catherine , cyntia & simin .
thn t plaza eat & slack .
awhile ahling left . followed by cat&cyntia .
thn go rounding w shan&co.
Something happen , & went t tantockseng.
then awhile cab dwn t SOMEWHR , thn his friend pillion me back
t shan hse .

thn ard time for shan t go airport . sad dint go w her .
due t no place t sit in car .
then saw kenny&co.
HAHA .
Then i jiu walk home ler .


♠ TODAY IS THE FCUKING DAY !
2 fcuking MONTHS !
FCUK FCUK FCUK!
WHY WHY WHY?
13MAY08 LEIS !

Sakura , wake up frm ur beauty slp alr .
ppl dont want & u`re there asking it
t be back . what you think u`re?
need i care so much about tht fcuker?

did all this & fcuking mia now.
what the fcuk ?
im real dissapointed in you .
; (

Do u know , i wanted u t be mine for such a long time?
i`ve been dreaming & dreaming.
All this gives me false hope. i wonder , when will it really happen?
u`ve changed t another person , which i dont like this way.
I like the previous u , can u change back ?
You started it first , by giving me false hope -.='
You told me , you heard rumours about me?
aint u ? those is just rumours .
why dont u just come straight infront of me & asked me?
Why must you believe those rumours ard ?
You attitude me for no fcuking reasons , i just treat as nothing happen.
but inside my heart , i keep wondering , why must u do this t me?
Its just a small matter . you`re treating me different
frm last time . rumours might be real or maybe fake .
I dontknow , why dint i kena my rumours in my ears?
you`re just a ex-bowenian , & you`re hearing rumours about me?
Are u fcuking sure? Sometimes , somethings i might not believe in u.
You`re giving me the chance t not believe u .
The face that u show , the way you say it .
Sighed . why can u do ur way , & why cant me ?
I dont mean anything , im just stating the facts.
& speaking out the things in my heart for a long time.
But still , the love is still there (:

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Monday, May 12, 2008




Sleep at 6am , wake at 645pm ,
Hafis ring me up .
Meet him ard 720 at my hse downstair .

After that , went enous coffee shop company him eat .
dontknow what thing .
Then off t parkway parade .
Shop shop shop .
Laughs .

Reach home ard 1030 liddat .
went downstair buy tibits .
Then online & watch tv .
hoho .

First time receive a call ,
reaction so fast wake & prepare (x
Opppps , hahaha !
FINALLY FINALLY & FINALLY !
after 6 days waiting . the surprise call ~
HOHO . am so happy .
The feeling not right . everything is changing.
Its a strange feeling . strange outting.
I dont wana this continue .
not having any 3rd chance for me. only if you ask.
USELESS uhs ? sighed .
my feeling starting also liddat , why cant u just accept?
Am i really a gd friend? that makes u dont wana lose me?
hais , the words u say makes me regret .
i can close my holes , dye black , & main thing is tht .
Cant u just understand me? Put already put liao.
what u want frm me ? racist? I dont mind .
Main prob is that , & i cant afford it t be clear.
why cant u just follow ur own thinking?
Do u really think we can continue until so long?
Sighed , things making me confuse .
Maybe its a crush , but let me tell u .
It isn`t a simple crush .
A crush w reasons behind .
its th 2nd time im going thru this .
why cant u just give each other a chance t move on ?
I can just simply fcuk off frm my guys friends .
& avoid going out & stay at home till the day im out w u.
I willing t sacrifice so much for u , but do u even consider?
Thanks for the 5sec hug . It really touches my heart .
I dont wish t let go , but sighed.

its all back t square one.
my hard works gone dwn the drains.
feeling moody . its wont fcuking happen th 3rd time i swear
~

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Sunday, May 11, 2008







Was Bored lur . so upload a few pictures taken
weeeks ago .

10May08 ♥

Wake nothing do .
nothing blog about today .
Laughs .

11 May08 ♥

Happy Mother Day!
Was slpping the whole day .
15hrs . due t not enough slp .
Haha .

then wake awhile . 11+ jason called
and ask for meet .
thn shun bian jio kerou down .
reached & slack awhile .
they cab-ed home . while i come home online again .
hahas . Lifes boring nowadays .
muscle & blue blacks all ard ~ ; (

♥ Why must you do this ?
I dont understand . I`ve been making myself busy .
In order not t think if you .
But i just cant stop thinking of you & ringing u up.
Im scared , scared one day u`l like the previous .
I really dont wish this t happen .
You`re starting t get busy already.
Im really afraid. need u be liddat after i tell u ?
its the 2nd time , it wont happen the 3rd time .
if it stops now . i`ve been crying cause of u.
Why must you do this? You know i emo cause of you?
You dontknow , cause you dont care me anymore.
How i wish t rewind back the time when we`re having happy moments.
Chatting on phone , going out , laughing , beatings , advice me
this & tht . I miss this all .
But still , Meet up soon .
Loveeyou(:

13may is loveees.
it has been 2 fcuking months.
& why must you do this?
I`ve save ur sent msg t me & what i send you .
All i want is friend now , not what you know.
cant we just be normal friendS?
I hate this when a couple broke off .
Its always the same old things . being enermy ~
what the fcuk is this world becoming t ?
sucks ! idiot .
If really so , Be it !
Go ahead , continue do what you want ba .
I wont be calling / smsing u frm now onwards .
I SWEAR !
Fcuk off frm my life .

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Friday, May 9, 2008


Have not been blogging for 2days . HHAA .
So boring lur nowadays de blog .
Lazy blog also . lOL.

8 May08`

Wake prepare . When kovan meet w riko&co.
Thn eat dinner . Walk ard . Wait shan & weijian reach . Thn pei thm
eat prata awhile riko, ahchoon & ahling left .
Thn awhile i walk home .
wait for their calls .

Thn 12+ meet shan &weijian nearby my hse .
Weijian friend pillion me , hoho .
Lucky got xtra helmet .
Then Went t boonkeng cause alvin
wana put things .
Shun bian meet up w jianming , ahbeng & ah tan at boon keng
mac . lols .

Thn awhile ltr we headed t changi village .
HOHO . Some ahgua is just so chio bodoh .
hahas , thn eat ler . meet uncle & jiaxin .
HAHA . so qiao uhs , jiaxin(:

Thn ard 3+ headed back home . hohos .

9May08`

Night meet up w bebxi&ming @ my hse void deck , chat awhile .
Walk t catherine hse thn went in her hse siol.
LOLLLLL .
Thn awhile walk down t blk715 .
So hot uhs the weather ><~
Thn slack awhile , bebxi&ming jiu left ler .
So we wak t midnight curry there eat .
Hungry~! hoho .
thn awhile walk t shan hse .
Slack&talk cock .

* They think beat no need money ~ HAHAHA!

USELESS !

♥ I wana be w you , I wana you t be my precious .
I want back the lil love you have for me . Know you for
5 years , we can try things out(: Im so stupid t not t even
say anything that day .

I want back that feeling , But it no longer exit .
You know , even when we`re not so close tht time , I still Think of you .
Im happy when im out w you . Please boy , give me sometime t prove you that i can do it .
But i cant just stop thinking of you . You make me go mad ~
I need ur love . Can we rewind back the time?
I miss those happy monents w you .
But think back , do you trust me? Its important t me .
TRUST ! I need trust .
Sometimes you do let me feel that im no longer important in ur heart .
I know you`re giving me advice , but do you know how i feels?
Useless is the word t describe .
Can you let me feel whats the real happiness one day ?
Just one day will do .
The feeling comes & go as it like , its just make me happy for a moment .
When im awake , the feeling is gone >.<
Can u please spare me some time ? i`ve been waiting for ur surprise call again.
Give me sometime & lets staret afresh , can we?
It has been 5 days not meeting you .
It sucks , just sucks t the core man ~ -.='

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Wednesday, May 7, 2008




Wake thn wtch tv .
Com spoil again -.=''

Then ard 9pm went t shan hse .
HAHA . Disturb only .
Lucky the dogs behind , Thn i
slowly open the door .
Like theif liddat ;x
LOLLLL.

Then see them do the furniture thingy funny bodoh .
I there nothing do. disiao abit then come out use com .
HOHOs .


♥ HEY READERS , DONT NEED T ASK/CARE
WHO I REFERRING T IN MY PREVIOUS POST .
CAUSE ITS NO BUSINESS OF URS .
JUST GET UR ASS OFF THIS BUSINESS.
DONT ACT AS IF U`RE WHAT LIDDAT .
ACTUALLY I HATE YOU TOO ! (: ITS JUST THAT
IS A MATTER OF TIME WHEN U`L KNOW THIS NIA.

im gona get straight forward here .
you bloody . think you big fcuk isit?
everything ask ask . as if u can solve liddat .
its no use der . Once & for all .
ITS STILL THE SAME -.=''

♥ I always wanted my phone t appear ur name.
But why cant it everytime u the one who initiative?
Why must we take turns? I dont like de lor .
Love me must prove t me so.
How you expect me t believe you this way ?
I want everything t start afresh . Dont change me .
I am who i am , dont judge by changing me.
I`l do it if i seriously fall deeply in love w you.
But at the same time , i need u t love me back too .

I Miss ur Hugs

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Tuesday, May 6, 2008




Whats the point of saying all this now ?
Why cant you treat me better in the past ?
If not i wont be in this pathetic state now .
All thanks t you uhs !

Jobless & w/o cert . Wtf ?
This is the way you treat me .
& dont ever be nice t me again .
I wont be believing anymore of ur rubbish .
You`re acting ! I hate actress !

Now that i`ve gone .
thought is ur fcuking wish ?
t not t see me there ?
what a JOKE !
why must i know u this kinda so called
FRIEND la hors .

Bad mouthing about ppl ard ,
is this ur job ?
How much per hr ? can i join you ? -.='
I`ve heard rumours about you .
You dont forget what you did in the past .

If dont have them , do you think you`l
still be here ? no ! I can say NO WAY !
Its also all thanks t you tht i`ve lose 2 friends.
Zzz What you want frm me now ?
You`ve everything now.

Trying t ask me back ?
HAHA ! you must be kidding.
Maybe its cause you only wana find back-ing
nia lur . not sincerely .
Thanks for everything you`ve done .
You push me t dead end .
Thanks uhs ~ -.=''


Wake at 330pm .
Saw missed calls & msges .
Kahleng got prob.
Bath & bus-ed down t bowen there find xuening&co.

Awhile ahling & co , shan&weijian reached.
Lets not talk about it .
Ard 6+ , Ahling & co left .
Jiu left shan , me & weijian .
Thn t 644 eat tgt w jiaxin .

Awhile jiaxin left .
Jolene came w friend .
Then shan&weijian went ikea , jolene & friend went cp.
Thn i went hme . Haha . Bored .
Reached home rest , bath & tv time .
Now blogging . hohos .

Its Too Late To Apologise

♥ I need a boyfriend t be like u . Not what gangsters -.='
You understand? I still have no chance t tell you anything yet.
But i bet roughly you know whats happening?
We might be acting like a couple , but in real , are we ?
Think think think ~
Think back . Those happy moments .
I`m Loving it MAMA ~
HAHA .
I need you t know tht , you`ve changed (:
i`m sorry . But , still Loveyou (:

Listen t this chorus . Its nicee ( :
Enjoy readers :D





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