i think u wont know how i feel right now .
my mood totally sucks .
& i can tell u i dontknow wana hate you or pity u .
you making me dissapointed & sad.

t think back we still have some sweer memories somewhere .
but now after hearing those fuckup things .
i dont think i`l even wana go think back those memories .
it makes me even sad .

you know how fcuking sad am i ?
i boom ur phone & msg you but no respond .
i told myself that mayb u kena caught back police station or so .
im just lying t myself . i wont believe that this will happen .
& i try ring up ur hse phone . no one picks till 6+ ur dad pick &
say you just went out .

thought u`re gona give me a surprise again by popping out at my work plc .
then i ring ur phone , again you dint pick . sighed .
false alarm thinking ~ why should i do so much for u ?
cause i care for this relationship .

till today i came online & chat w rebbecca .
she told me some things .
which i think some things i already knew but some i dontknow .
how can u liddat ? you know u`l have no friends ????

i cry & cry & cry , for what use ?
no use . & i swear after taking back my things , i wont even wana contact
you . useless fellow ~

got hands got legs dontknow how t go & work ?
what pay low ? pay low cannot work ?
you always told me in th past tht u`re going interview interview .
i dontknow one week hear u say how many times interview .
but .... end up ? RUBBISH !~ you`re a rubbish man .

you makes me really very disappointed this time .
nothing can cure . i thought u`l b th longest relationship .
but sigh . NOPES ! you`re not .

No money No jobs ? sell away ur bike la .
dont ride & train . & you told me eeeeeks , you wont want train de .
i think is an excuses . you just bu she de ur bike only .
find so many excuses for fuck ?
& i fucking upset now .

why should i blog here? t let everyone knows that u`re this type of
person ? yes , half of it is cause of this . th other half is t say
out whats inside my mind right now . i just got no one t really hear me out .
i wana big cry ~

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