♥ SAKURA` needs to lead a normal life

Monday, May 12, 2008

Sleep at 6am , wake at 645pm ,
Hafis ring me up .
Meet him ard 720 at my hse downstair .

After that , went enous coffee shop company him eat .
dontknow what thing .
Then off t parkway parade .
Shop shop shop .
Laughs .

Reach home ard 1030 liddat .
went downstair buy tibits .
Then online & watch tv .
hoho .

First time receive a call ,
reaction so fast wake & prepare (x
Opppps , hahaha !

♠FINALLY FINALLY & FINALLY !
after 6 days waiting . the surprise call ~
HOHO . am so happy .
The feeling not right . everything is changing.
Its a strange feeling . strange outting.
I dont wana this continue .
not having any 3rd chance for me. only if you ask.
USELESS uhs ? sighed .
my feeling starting also liddat , why cant u just accept?
Am i really a gd friend? that makes u dont wana lose me?
hais , the words u say makes me regret .
i can close my holes , dye black , & main thing is tht .
Cant u just understand me? Put already put liao.
what u want frm me ? racist? I dont mind .
Main prob is that , & i cant afford it t be clear.
why cant u just follow ur own thinking?
Do u really think we can continue until so long?
Sighed , things making me confuse .
Maybe its a crush , but let me tell u .
It isn`t a simple crush .
A crush w reasons behind .
its th 2nd time im going thru this .
why cant u just give each other a chance t move on ?
I can just simply fcuk off frm my guys friends .
& avoid going out & stay at home till the day im out w u.
I willing t sacrifice so much for u , but do u even consider?
Thanks for the 5sec hug . It really touches my heart .
I dont wish t let go , but sighed.

♠ its all back t square one.
my hard works gone dwn the drains.
feeling moody . its wont fcuking happen th 3rd time i swear ~

Labels: ♠Time t bid Goodbye

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