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Thursday, May 29, 2008

28May08`

Wake at 1030 pm . then watch tv till 12am .
Eat dinner & prepare . Meet shan & her friend at nearby my place.
Then off t changi village .
Eat & slack awhile when och . outside see see .
Then cant find japanese school .

Jiu off we went siplap there .
Round round awhile went home slp .
520am reach home .
Haha . So tired nowadays .

29May08`

Haha . Today wake at 5+ .
watch tv .
Online use com .
Then fill in the appliacation form makes me mad .
Lol .
First time use-ing mail fill form .
Zzz haha .

Today so lazy go out .
Gene ask me pei him go drink .
I ask him jio yicong instead.
I`m real sorry .
Damn lazy .
Haha .

♥A dream can spoil my beauty sleep .
Zzz It hurts badly .
Dreaming talking t u in my dream .
Makes me happy .
& telling me you do have ur own reasons for avoiding me.
I`m happy . Even we dint contact , but at least god let me dream of you (:
Send those 2 msges t you.
end up what you did ?
When i wake up , i dont receive any of ur msg.
I pray hard that you`l reply .
I think we`re not fated t be tgt .
But why cant we even be friends ?
I really really miss you .
I always treated you as my closest friend (:
Be back t my side , will you ?
I`ve my friends back again w me .
Slowly slowly forget about you .
i wont be in this trap again next time.
Never will have a next time , i SWEAR ~
I can do whatever i like . dont need change myself.
So so freedom . I can lead a more happy life w/o u .
Hold hands , kiss & hugs ; thanks for everything(:
Dont worry , i`l be strong . i`m gona change for the better.
I wont turn bad either (:
work hard in whatever you do :D
i`l always be supporting u .
althought i know u wont be coming my blog ,
or even reply my msg .
I still will type out all this.
it has been a habit since starting of the month.
Hope everything went smooth for u .
Wont be celebrating ur birthday w u either.
regret telling u everything , nvrmind .
It`s over now ~
Byeee twenty-six (:
;'( tears roll down.