♥ SAKURA` needs to lead a normal life

Monday, April 21, 2008

Sleep at 12+am . wake at 4pm . hohos . smoke , eat & online .
now watching tv . lols. boring . later will be sleeping early due t tmr got work .
Sians . another 12hrs of standing . But tht puboh is working w me .
will be super fun . hohos . lols. 10+ chat w hafis on phone . lols. mum keep disturbing me .
makes me big laughs . disturb our conver seh . lol . then i promise him one thing .

♥ things is not what i want now . life change . human change .
everything change . Work& studies . now its my turn t work .
I shall work hard , earn more money . spend on what i want .
not t think so much about othr things . After next week i bet i'l seldom
meet up w riko&co. work days will be more . work stress will come .
Tired . but think of money . i can do nothing . but just work (:

♥You once say , we're close & can be tgt .

But think back , sometimes you're serious .
But at times , you're not .
you contact me for some day . & you mia for sometimes .
How you want me t do ? stress over you ?
I know you got work , & show .
thats why i dare not say anything .
I admit the past i did love you .
But doesn't mean now i love you .
somehow suddenly you pop out tht question ,
i dontknow what t ans you , & i ans in a funny way .
cause i dont wana think of the past . so scary~
The ans will be a yes , i dont know how t face it so i dint say .
its really too sudden for me . i know it wont happen .
& i did told u over the phone (:
You treat me good , i admit .
But i cant do anything t repay .
Im afraid . all we can do is be good friends(:
The lil promise . there goes another promise . hohos .
I know you do care , but for you , i'l try do it!
I PROMISE YOU !
It comes & goes without warning .
Its all between ME&YOU ~

Labels: simply keeping tht secret in my heart .

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