Morning hafis morning call me at 750am .
then wake at 815 t prepare & go work .
reach work place smoke thn up t work place.
as usual , work work & WORK~
finally saw joanna daughters . so cuteee .
one even call me mummy , as i ask her do so .
hohoho^^
then ahling&simin come find me eat lunch .
thanks .
till 2+ when joanna goes for break .
something happen . shall not mention it .
then i realise how stress work can be .
how scary it can be also .
after that start t emo . as things went wrong ?
called ahling company me go smoke .
as i cried in toilet .
dontknow why , whenever this things happen .
i tends t cry . when im in the shop ,
tears almost drop , as i keep tahan .
i cant shed a tears infront of joanna .
its so paiseh . then daniel come find me smoke also .
chit chat awhile jiu went off ler . shall meet up soon w him .
as i was chatting w yicong&co at smoking area . then think pangseh him .
paiseh uhs .
ard 9pm liddat , went for dinner alone=.-'
ate old chang kee .
fishballs&nuggets .
no appetite . then hafis msg me say he coming over .
then went back shopp then almost time .
mop&sweep the floor . jiu knock off ler .
went smoke w joanna , terry & huizhen (:
my two new friends . hahas .
then awhile ltr hafis reach-ed & fetch me home .
reach hse downstair chit chat awhile. then i go back hm.
★Im real sorry for what i did .
promise you it once&for all .
i wont do it again , today is cause im stress .
hope you understand .
I now know how's the feeling goes .
I hope you still trust me . although is over ,
i still tell you the truth(:
& I can feel that small feeling coming .
It really touches my heart ;D
Hope this will continue & not stop .
You treat me well , but can i do the same t u ?
Can i have no regrets or even scared of it ?