
Tuesday, April 29, 2008


Morning wake at 4+ .
then shan called & ask me go mall.
then watch tv & prepare meet her 730.
then bus-ed down t ave8 pasa malam .
due t dontknow whose idea. then met w ahling , simin&ahchoon.
after awhile , daryl&k-pher reached.
walk ard then went void deck , eat&slack.
Halfway , called him .
he`s busy w practicing .
mood turn emo. then wanted be alone.
went caixuan hse meet her , thn pei her come dwn buy things thn up t her hse chit chat
awhile. 8years friend(:
thanks for listening girl(:
Reach hm ard 11+ , eat&watch tv.
1+ He called& we chatted .
Ask me do stupid things on the phone , hahaha -.='
Im looking forward tmr ~
meeting him again . HOHOHOS!
Makes me happy like mad siol.
♥ I MISS YOU ; I MISS YOU ; I MISS YOU!
You know anot ? Sometimes i think that im useless -.=''
I need t be understanding . Im just being too stubborn .
I need t think of others , cant do just because of me .
Im SELFISH~ busy , busy , busy !
I hate this word t come out frm you.
I want you t spend time w me, love me , hug me , kiss me.
I needa trust you , & you need to give me sometimes.
I always hated the feeling when u`re busy.
Spare me some time will you?
At least you`re not like the previous , avoiding calls.
Im happy about that , but you`re not replying some of my msges. !@#$%
Tell me that you love me . Wana be w me again , will you?
I`ve far too many things t tell you.
Like you say , being tgt w you , you always bring me whereever you go.
But bfer we even tgt , have you do that ?
I can say Seldom ! How we gona continue if this goes on &on ?
Labels: im insane.

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Monday, April 28, 2008


Slept at 11am .
then dream of a dream link t him .
Wake at 2pm . then continue slp till 5+.
Msg shan & meet her at night .
then watch ahwang . then ard 9 go prepare went
kovan meet ahling&shan .
as they wana eat mac .
then 10+ pei ahling go take bus ,
thn we walk t my hse here de void deck slack.
weijian&co already reach. then awhile the girl went off.
& the guy went off. jiu left shan,weijian&me.
SLACKING! laughs.
hohos.
ard 1120 liddat come back home
watch TheLeopard.
HAHAs.
&&Its the 3rd time my dad talk t
me but no scoldings? HOHO!
I can go buy 4D already , sure WIN bodoh~
Today he sayang my head asked me
dont stay over night outside. LOL! (x
One day i`l boom out everything t you.
I cant stop thinking & doing NOTHING!
My mind is like many QUESTIONS MARKS.
Pondering over many things , dont
you understand? You think i like t type all this out?
Its just that i wanted t tell someone.
I cant keep it in my heart .
So i type it all here. I dontknow whether you`re looking
at my blog or not , i dont care.
It`l be good if you saw this . Typing is LOVEEEEEES~
One person sitting at the living room emo.
SAKURA! time t wake up! emo for what fcuk?
Isit worth ? do you know what i`ve done for you all this while?
*why must you do this t me?its already so long.
its really too late. cant we even be friends? must you avoid like im a stranger?
what the fcuk!
♥ I hope the dream t continue & never end .
You asked me alot questions today , what you mean of tht?
Just get straight t the point cant u?
Im waiting , & still waiting.
I know you still care , if not you wont be asking so much.
I need you by my side , not always , but promise
me , whenever i need you , will you be there?
You`re busy w stuffs&so. But i aint interfering into ur personal lifes.
You still can carry on w ur things , i just want t know ur daily stuffs.
But not ur personal things , did i ask too much?
I want to know more about you , having u as a friend for
5 years doesn`t mean i know everything.
I did tell you today , i need a serious relationship , & you said
about my past-.=' wtf? what century already .
You think ppl still go for gangster? Oh bloody.
those things i need a guy t be my guy , is all about u !
u u & YOU ! You still dont get the meaning?
All the reasons im refering t is YOU ! Did i missed out anything?
Im super worried when u told me you`re sick ,
You know , im thinking whether have you eaten panadols?
see doctor & so on ? when i wake , im thinking whether
have you recover&stuffs. ROARS!
Why must you do no actions t it? It hurts me.
Those previous things you told me , makes me JEALOUS!
& maybe you know , but why must you tell me?
Share w me? Oh bloody. come on .
You`re just making me jealous .
&& all i can do is say , but you dont want.
What you want me do? Now I need t pity her or me?
why must i love you? Im doing the wrong things man.
Its a wrong decision. Why must you get close t me?
why why WHY! Tell me.
see laaa , now we`re everyday contacting.
But not meeting up for 2 days.
Sighed. I wanted see you so much.
Is that the sentence? This sentence makes me feel useless.
I cant even hold you back by then. Like i say , i dont wish
you t be like last time. contacting me every few months.
I really hope this can last. You once say , i dont want you.
But do you know all this while , what i wana tell you?
Im not brave t tell you everything , as time goes by , you`l know~
Labels: Love me like nobody business♥

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11:35 PM]


Sunday, April 27, 2008


Wake at 5+pm
nothing do. decided meet w riko .
then i prepare & bus-ed down mall meet w riko&lester .
ate my TWO chicken wing . hohos .
then followed by slacking walking ard.
then ard 7+ bus-ed down t kerou house .
actually wanted go point eat sushi .
but too full jiu slack at her house .
laughs .ahbeng&sam at her hse.
hahas. okok .
then ard night jio jiahuang down .
then 12+ jiahuang & co cab-ed down .
thn shan &weijian also come down .
went down coffeeshop wait them eat ler , jiu go up kerou hse .
kerou bro 6 friends come . hohos .
we here 4 person . hoho.
ending ruixiang came too. but jiahuang&co went point so nvr come up.
help shan take out extension .
HOHOHO! so bloody hell cool man .
*WHO WANT TAKE OUT EXTENSION NEXT TIME & RING ME UP*
hohos . then ard 3am shan,weijian&ruixiang go downstair eat .
as i staying over night at kerou hse .
watch tv awhile ler jiu bath & slp.
cant slp until morning . lols. thn fall aslp awhile kerou jiu wake
me up asking me go change & prepare go home .
thn kerou dad fetch me till hse bus stop.
thn i walk home .
bath&slp.
♥The feeling is not there anymore .
Sometimes im afraid you wont be there for me ler.
I wish t have you , but do you ?
I need t understand u sometimes.
You have friends , i have also.
But im always sacrifice for you. do you know that?
You dontknow , cause i dint say.
I dont want you t feel bad or what.
I need ur love , love me for who am i.
Those two things that i dint fit in is roughly because
firstly , i cant do anything t it as it might cause ugly-ness.
secondly , give me sometime? i`m sure i`l quit by then.
I cant stop as i like. You know the feeling.
All i need is you being w me when i need you.
Labels: I Just need Mr SuperFour♥

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10:25 PM]


Saturday, April 26, 2008


my mood is getting low low LOW~
things making me irritating at times .
family quarrel .
blahblahblah .
Hate staying at home .
sighed .
No one knows how i feels sometimes .
So many things is making me go crazy.
Wake at 3. then boring -.='
jiu rest at bed till 5+ ,ring ahling .
then wanted go down kovan find them .
but due t lazy & no mood .
jiu dont want go . since they also 7 leaving kovan .
then nvrmind . Rot at home . waiting hafis come .
Been emo-ing today .
room emo , after that sofa emo .
Listening t music . The songs that you sing .
Do you all know when im sad? I bet none.
Then meet hafis 9pm at my hse downstair .
chat awhile downstair jiu go serangoon
prata shop there eat .
then back my hse void deck talk awhile
jiu go home ler.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOLING AIREN<3> ♥ Im sad sad sad sad! Nobody understand how i feel .
Im getting emo emo emo ! Maybe its time t bid goodbye ?
I`ve learn my lesson , dont wish it t happen again .
All i wish is get serious relationship . You once say ,
You wanted enter into my life . But did you think twice?
Im not serious , thats the main thing w me .
Dont regret , & dont say much .
I wanted share w you how i feels & all that.
But i scared i`l regret . by the time , its too late .
Labels: the feeling is fating

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Friday, April 25, 2008


Wake at 1pm actually wanted go marina interview .
but manager afternoon then reply me . so dint went .
meet ahling,riko&lester @
KOVAN ~
riko pass phone t winson , then me acc ahling go ask for hp cable .
then meet riko&lester @ mac .
Slack awhile riko&lester jiu went t sentosa interview .
then left me & ahling . we walk ard kovan . then ard 6 she go opp
my bus stop take bus . & i bus-ed down t my hse there meet w anabelle .
12years friends . LOL . 2years plus nvr saw her.
Laughs . then went for interview @ enous . met gekling @ inter.
The MDIS building . then reach-ed there ard 715 liddat .
the presentation starts , then
nag nag&
NAG till 9+ almost 10 -.=''
Faints* Actually meeting hafis at ps at ard 8+ .
but in the end he bike down enous fetch me home .
Zzz Laughs , im sorry . sit @ playground there chit chat awhile.
he jiu left (: 12+ call him chit chat awhile. HOHOS.
I WANT NAG NAG HERE! IM JUST SUPER SUPER
BLOOODY HELL MOOOD SWING OUT OF SUDDEN.
im sad , sighed . no one knows.
IRRITATING DAY!
FCUKED UP DAY . STUPID DAY .
ROAR! I HATE TODAY! 250408!
IS A RETARDED DAY . BOOLALA~
&& fcuk my cough !
been coughing for like 1weeks plus.
better stop cough i tell you .
coughing like a retard .
IM GETTING SO SO SO BLOODY HELL IRRITATED TODAY ~
TODAY IS NOT MY DAY . FCUKING HELL WANT SCOLD PPL .
KUKUS , FEELS SO IRRITATING TODAY . DUMB BLOODY HELL _l_ NBCCB !
&&& SURPRISE ! MY DAD TALK T ME FOR TWO DAYS LEHS! HOHOS .
THEN JUST GIVE ME A CREAM ASK ME APPLY ;X LAUGHS*
♥Its not that i dont wana tell you , its because i dontknow how
t start and end . its so confusing . sometimes i really wonder if you`re
serious or not . I wana tell you everything , but im afraid things
will go wrong somehow . Im not always right.
I really dontknow what you want hear from me , im afraid
what i say is not what you wana hear .
I did Lovee you at the first place , but you dint cherish it.
Why must you come at this timing ? You`l get busy
after a period of time . im afraid we`l drift apart .
This you cant promise anything . You cant predict what will happen.
Labels: I need a serious relationship

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Thursday, April 24, 2008

Wake at 3pm as meeting ahling , riko , lester &ahchoon @ MALL .
then went buy fake eylash&stuffs . wait for shan&weijian
jiu headed t ahchoon hse void deck meet
w daryl&co , while riko & lester went home.
but awhile daryl& co left jiu leftt ave8 buy something .
then jiu left shan, ahling, me&weijian .
Then awhile , cab-ed down desmond hse coid deck find him .
then slack awhile till 9+ jiu left ler .
company ahling t bus stop wait bus , then at 918 wait for yicong .
then chit chat awhile walk t kerou hse .
walk pass point , saw jiaxin !
& she SHOUT OUT MY NAME !
hohos . so bloody long no see her .
chatted w her while yicong&botak chat w jiahuang & co.
Stupid jiahuang , thought someone change ler .
dont regconise me already . hohos.
end up in msn tell me nvr wear spec nvr see clearly . LOL .
ASS YOU !
Then walk t kerou hse while yicong&botak dontknow go whr.
reach her hse kena disturb by her dage -.=''
Zzz pour powder on me. wtf wtf & WTF !
Nvrmind , forget it ~
then use com ler jiu miss last bus .
then chatted on phone w hafis then he ask me
dont anyhow . cause im going interview the next day.
thn say later if i stay over night at kerou hse , i cant wake the next day.
laughs . then jiu cab-ed home .
Realise something ! I dint eat the whole day .
only ate CHICKEN WING&DRINK MANGO TEA.
Laughs* no wonder frm 130am till 5+ i cant slp.
laughs . then go cook noodle eat then fall aslp.
woots. hahas.
&& I just quitted my job ! hohos .
wtf wtf WTF ! treat me like ur dog ?
im so sorry , you cant do that anymore .
do that t ur other PART TIMERS la .
ask me go here go there .
what you think u`re?
Just a in charge over there . Big fcuk isit?
big ur cheebyee laa! _l_
IM FEELING SUPER HAPPY TODAY! HOHOS.
DONTKNOW WHY . MY MOOD JUST
HAPPY TODAY! HAHA .
♥Today no meet him . hohos .
kind of miss him ;x aiyo .
im just happy when im out w you .
no stress gets into my brains .
but at night when i tends t be alone typing this ,
i tends t think alot . stress stress .
im asking myself , why must i stress over you ?
im so so stupid , i wanted yet i act as if i dont wish t .
i really cant afford t lost a years friend . we`re always having private talks.
But somehow , someday i think i shld get serious w you .
I need t start thinking , planning , do the right things tht wont harm me .
I cant play here&there anymore , i needa plan for my future .
Get serious at times . dont play play hors ;x HAHA. Labels: Its time t say goodbye

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11:01 PM]


Wednesday, April 23, 2008


12+pm kena joanna call ask me go work at ps .
wanted scold her for disturbing my sleep .
laughs ;x in the end told her i not free .
then riko ring me at 3 saying she'l reach my hse at ard 4pm.
asked me wake&prepare .
so ard 4 they reach & i went down slack awhile .
riko&lester went up my hse . lols.
grandma so long no seeee riko ler.
haas. wonder if she miss her? haas.
then ard 5+ hafis ring me .
& i meet him at my hse downstair .
then bike t near kovan suddenly rain -.='
so we went kovan eat.
then we ate thaiXpress .
hohos . saw a friend working there .
so paisehhhh~ hohos .
HOHO . mum went school help me cancel
name out of sch list. hoho .
but dumb bloody ass cher , dontknow which act
one clever uhs . write what persuade thing uhs .
think clever , take a look at urself ?
dont try t act one sh*t infrnt of the principle or whoever la.
still ask me go back study next yr .
eeeks , think what . i like bowen so much ah .
go thr always kena catch here&there.
childish catching . i just pity kahleng who is still
studying thr .
awhile later . we walk ard then time for us go bugis .
hohos . left at 6+ reached at 715. hohos.
then went walk walk awhile.
hafis bought a cd . hoho . then i nag him -.='
hahah!
then off t his singing class.
was fun . ktv singing session! hahha!
went there twice . find it quite nice . hoho .
after that 9+ we went shopping . haa .
dint shop for much . dint see anything i likes.
only for that socking . hoo . but also dint buy . haas.
then off t east coast talk cock , sing song .
haas. then tabao mac t beach there eat .
somethings happen thr . shall not mention it .
then off he fetch me home . slack at my hse downstair 15mins bfer
he left t camp .
Counting down t NIGHT SAFARI w him!
HOHO . here i comes~
♥The kind of way you express out touches my heart .
never wish that this day will come . i`m really happy .
What i want is 5years back , & not 5years later ~
i dontknow what t say , i wanted t try .
but i`m afraid , I`m afraid of the ending .
every ending is the same . then why must we commit that ?
it`s so romantic saying those things t me .
but have you ever think of the consequences?
you did give me one feeling that you`l ask , it`s just that i dontknow when .
but you chose t be today :D i`m afraid if we continue on ,
will thr be a quick ending
for us? i dont wana our yrs friendship t end just like that .
it`s my first time kena real life speaking . its like ohmytians .
what t do ? i also dontknow . Maybe i`m not ur right choice?
think back , fated? those action/words you do/say really its memories.
But i`ve no confidence . when starting you ask me those questions ,
I know what`s going on next , i just keep quiet . i`m afraid of failure.
I can try , but i`m afraid . afraid of many things.
& that soft lil kiss really melts my heart <3>
☆ Going out w you is real fun .
Im sorry for not able t do what you want from me.
i`l try t smoke less alright (:
I did promise you , but i broke that lil promise.
Its so simply , yet i cant do it .
I once say , dont make me stress over you .
But no use , after what have happened.
I tends t think think & THINK ~
those things keeps rewinding in my brains.
Labels: how i wish it wont end

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008


Morning hafis morning call me at 750am .
then wake at 815 t prepare & go work .
reach work place smoke thn up t work place.
as usual , work work & WORK~
finally saw joanna daughters . so cuteee .
one even call me mummy , as i ask her do so .
hohoho^^
then ahling&simin come find me eat lunch .
thanks .
till 2+ when joanna goes for break .
something happen . shall not mention it .
then i realise how stress work can be .
how scary it can be also .
after that start t emo . as things went wrong ?
called ahling company me go smoke .
as i cried in toilet .
dontknow why , whenever this things happen .
i tends t cry . when im in the shop ,
tears almost drop , as i keep tahan .
i cant shed a tears infront of joanna .
its so paiseh . then daniel come find me smoke also .
chit chat awhile jiu went off ler . shall meet up soon w him .
as i was chatting w yicong&co at smoking area . then think pangseh him .
paiseh uhs .
ard 9pm liddat , went for dinner alone=.-'
ate old chang kee .
fishballs&nuggets .
no appetite . then hafis msg me say he coming over .
then went back shopp then almost time .
mop&sweep the floor . jiu knock off ler .
went smoke w joanna , terry & huizhen (:
my two new friends . hahas .
then awhile ltr hafis reach-ed & fetch me home .
reach hse downstair chit chat awhile. then i go back hm.
★Im real sorry for what i did .
promise you it once&for all .
i wont do it again , today is cause im stress .
hope you understand .
I now know how's the feeling goes .
I hope you still trust me . although is over ,
i still tell you the truth(:
& I can feel that small feeling coming .
It really touches my heart ;D
Hope this will continue & not stop .
You treat me well , but can i do the same t u ?
Can i have no regrets or even scared of it ?
Labels: bring me out of the darkness.

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11:45 PM]


Monday, April 21, 2008

Sleep at 12+am . wake at 4pm . hohos . smoke , eat & online .
now watching tv . lols. boring . later will be sleeping early due t tmr got work .
Sians . another 12hrs of standing . But tht puboh is working w me .
will be super fun . hohos . lols. 10+ chat w hafis on phone . lols. mum keep disturbing me .
makes me big laughs . disturb our conver seh . lol . then i promise him one thing .
♥ things is not what i want now . life change . human change .
everything change . Work& studies . now its my turn t work .
I shall work hard , earn more money . spend on what i want .
not t think so much about othr things . After next week i bet i'l seldom
meet up w riko&co. work days will be more . work stress will come .
Tired . but think of money . i can do nothing . but just work (:
♥You once say , we're close & can be tgt .
But think back , sometimes you're serious .
But at times , you're not .
you contact me for some day . & you mia for sometimes .
How you want me t do ? stress over you ?
I know you got work , & show .
thats why i dare not say anything .
I admit the past i did love you .
But doesn't mean now i love you .
somehow suddenly you pop out tht question ,
i dontknow what t ans you , & i ans in a funny way .
cause i dont wana think of the past . so scary~
The ans will be a yes , i dont know how t face it so i dint say .
its really too sudden for me . i know it wont happen .
& i did told u over the phone (:
You treat me good , i admit .
But i cant do anything t repay .
Im afraid . all we can do is be good friends(:
The lil promise . there goes another promise . hohos .
I know you do care , but for you , i'l try do it!
I PROMISE YOU !
It comes & goes without warning .
Its all between ME&YOU ~
Labels: simply keeping tht secret in my heart .

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5:47 PM]


Sunday, April 20, 2008


Set alarm at 1130am . Rings & i awake .
Realise Relative at my hse . so decided t meet
hafis later abit . due t dont want face my relative & let them
naggg . lols. ;x msg hafis t meet at 1-130pm .
But end up i set alarm clock 1245am . dint ring or i dint hear it ring.
then i sleep till 156pm then wake ;x
LOLS. msg him say i'l be done in 30mins time.
Laughs . he call-ed & say he reach my hse here alr.
lols. so he waited downstair for me while i prepare & went down .
Then bike t woodland watch movie .
we watch ' RUN PAPA RUN'
LOLs. this movie is strongly recommended .
haaas . its a really nice show & takes ard 2hrs :D
worth watching (:
before the show start , we went eat . i eat chicken porridge,
then dontknow what he eat alr .hohos. eat finish go walk walk cause still have 1hr t go .
haas. 1hr eat 1 hr shop . lols.
ending went vcd shop then i stand there watch ' charlie & the chocolate factory'
so damn nicee. time almost there , & we walk thr buy drink&tibits . jiu went in .
Reach inside i sit there disturb hafis. hohos.
then awhile later the show started .
haaas . its real niceeee man .
Really super duper niceee bodoh!
then after movie , we went jurong.
due t juz-B practicing there . then i go there see see .
hohos . they sing really nice bodoh . haas . we're late for 30mins . lols.
then reach thr saw them then say HI . hoho .
ard 915 liddat hafis&me go first .
I wanted eat mac then he fetch me go ard katib there de mac we eat then
go yishun dam . those memories are still inside my mind . sighed .
nvrmind . reach dam slack&talk cock awhile.
Hafis keep asking say out what happen .
hohos . i dint say out . after awhile 11+ he fetch me back home .
♥ First time ride bike hitted 180km/hr . hohos. so fast .
where ever i go i just wish that i'l saw you .
thts why i go those two places .
my eyes keep looking for you . & ur car .
but there's no sight of you .
making me sighed .
i'l just wish t see you someday .
in my dream / even real life .
its all unforgettable memories .
♥ been busy working / even going out .
will seldom online . anything just leave a tag or ring me up .
i'l try t come online soon when im free .
this weekend really thanks hafis for being w me .
you brighten up my weekend . Big thanks .
Labels: lil promise.

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2:18 AM]


Saturday, April 19, 2008

Morning 8am left shan hse . then go eat porridge w ahling .
zai bus-ed home . hohos. reach hme wanted wait for toilet bath .
but fall aslp . lols. Wake at 645 due t think
teacher come my hse , thn noisy thts why wake.
saw hafis 6miss calls.
lols. thought what happen . in the end is ask me out .
hohos . thn alright . wake , bathe & prepare .
then meet him 730 at my hse carpark .
haaas .
then bike t jalan kayu cause he hungry . haas . went MAD JACK eat . he ate fish&chip. lols. i never eat cause at hm eaten . haas. then went t changi village . actually want see ahgua . then reach-ed there one also no have. wasted . nevermind , hafis bring me t nearby beach thr . we keep walking , halfway saw a girl leg kena inside the bicycle . ;x thn hafis went over help out . the lil girl crying till so loud . ohmy. thn we continue walk till we found a place t sit . sit there talk alott . haas . then watch areoplane fly . laughs. keep want sit areoplane , hafis ask me faster go do passport thn bring me go sit. hohos . then ard 11pm he fetch me home . ask me early slp . cause next day meeting him early . hoho .
Go out w him really can makes my day happy .
hohos . thanks hafis .
chat about the past .
laughs ;x all so memorable .
The past is the MEMORIES(:
Labels: Part time swenty six (:

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2:05 AM]


Friday, April 18, 2008

Wake at morning 845 . then wait for toilet till
9+ liddat . bath & prepare jiu bus-ed down t compass work .
Ard 11+ , daniel come find mee . hoho. gd luh you (:
then ard afternoon time was chit chatting , vulgur w joanna at the shop.
LOLs. took turns t smoke & buy things eat . lols.
gona be more fatter if i continue this way ;x
Shocked when she told me her age & some personal things . hohos. so fun working w her .
keep vulgur here & there . hohos . then work halfway saw anna&friends. haas .chat awhile they jiu left . haas . then i was like alone gg for break . laughs . so paiseh . was sitting at one corner eating just ock thn called mum say i not enough money . then she ask my relative daughter come my work place pass me another 10bucks . hohos . thnks . today spend almost 25bucks . what the fcuk . going real brokee man . haaas . then riko reach my work place at ard my closing time . then was like playing & talking w each othr . thnks lester help us hit the target (:
&& after work , riko , lester, joanna & me went outside smoke ler . jiu cab-ed back plaza find shan&co. hohos . thn awhile ahling company me back hm . while the others go punggol lesi lemak tabao food t shan hse . thn help ahling charge phone awhile jiu walk t shan hse:D tired after one whole day of work . been t stress .
♥ SORRY hafis , make u come all the way down compass yet i already at plaza . im so so sorry .next time shld call me bfer you come ;D shall meet up w you soon ! :D
♥ Joanna brighten up my day today . thnks you tiao mummy ! :D shall seeyou next tue at work place(: You makes me laughs non stop. its been such a long times since im so happy . THANKS DUDE!
♥ The guy looks like him . i wish it was him . the face , the way he talk , & his eyes . im just too miss him already . comeon , meet meee soon . i bet you know i miss you . but why cant you just pick tht phone call ? i did ask u call back . but did you ? you DINT ! sighed , dontknow what t say . things getting me emo at times . dontknow what shld i do . all i can do is , crying aloneee .
♥♥ HAPPY 10MTH anniversary riko babby . thnks for ur ring . appreciate it . but i dint buy anything in return . really sorry . was too brokeee :D Loveees baby . Never t quarrel or seperate again .

our couple ring

~

Labels: whenever im low .

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

Wake up at ard 7+pm . Then 8+ go downstair buy something come hm watch tv till 10. then now blogging . Rotting at hm .
tmr start work . hafis will be giving me morning call . hohos . so nicee of him luhs . then whenever i work morning , he'l morning call me . haas . Just hang phone w him . he seeems sad frm the voice he talk t me . sorry i cant talk w u for long (:
♡ Im sorry for everything . i dont wish this t happen . i tried ways t get it . but im just sorry . i'l try t spend less , make u less worry about some things . (: Feel like im not like myself frm last night onwards . im just a girl thats tends t cry whenever i think/saw somethings . whatttt the fcuk~
Labels: nobody knows ;(

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

At ard 1130pm ytd , kerou&me walk t point buy coke&ciggs ,
then zai walk t yicong void deck .
as we're drinking his 30+yrs martel . lols.
dint drink much due t no mood for drinking . (:
drink& slack till 4am liddat jiu
walk t point cheers buy tibits eat .
thanks botak . then Cab-ed t kerou house ton till next morning 9+ am wake & her bro fetch me t hse bus stop .
then off kerou&yiming t work ler.
then reach-ed hm cant sleep . turn left&right till 11+am then fall aslp . then wanted wake at 2pm . but too tired jiu wake at 430pm . as i was rather in a hurried & late . prepare & bus dwn t ahchoon hse thr find huiling , daryl , k-pher , desmond . then shift place t another void deck due t no space for ahchoon , riko , lester & anna t sit . then ard 630 i went off . walk-ed t bus stop w anna . so long no see her , imissher :D then i go opposite wait for my bus 80 t bugis as i meeting hafis at bugis . board bus at 645 , then bfer reaching geylang was already 720 . ohmygosh . was late . & alight go cab-ed t bugis junction . my conversation w the cab uncle .
ME : open door went in say uncle bugis junction.
UNCLE: okays .
ME: 5mins later ~ Uncle , can you drive a bit faster cause im gona late ( look at the time & its 723 and im gona reach bugis at 730! lols)
UNCLE: very fast already . cause of you i run red traffic leh .
ME: Laughs*
UNCLE: you go thr for ?
ME: oh , my friend is a teacher teaches singing thr . thn i was like gg thr see see.
UNCLE: WABIANG , see see dont need so early reach ma.
ME: Zzz i dontknow the place as i was first time t thr what . thn ask my friend wait for me lor.
UNCLE: you from whr come?
ME: hougang lor.
UNCLE: why so late then go ?
ME: cause i thought early , so i bus down halfway not enough time so alight & cab go lor.
ME: 5mins later ~ uncle reaching already ?
UNCLE: you never go bfer meh ?
ME: got ah .
UNCLE : WABIANG eh . (: LOLS.
this uncle think funny ~ haas . then meet up w hafis at bugis street . laughs . my conversation w hafis .
Me : we're late by 3 mins already .
Hafis : nvrmind laaa , slowly .
Me : uhs? why ?
Hafis : im always early . today late nvrmind luhs .
Me : laughing*
Hafis thinks funny also . lols. scared me siooo . haas. then walk t the place whr he teach singing . on the way up at stairs , saw two hunks. hohos. hafis friend . weets . & i told hafis , cute sioooo . lols. thn reach the place waited everybody t reach then 3 girls was there eating. hafis go disiao . lols. then actually 730 start de , end up 8pm start due t the girls eat . hohos. they're friendly . hohos . so , they started their singing session & im there msging & listening t them . lols. so cuteee bodoh . starting they sing la la la LA LA LA ~ lols. then followed by ' twinkle twinkle lil stars ' so cuteee laaaa those ppl . hoos . then awhile all went in a some sort like ktv room . everyone needs t sing one song . (: thn i sit there hear them sing . hohos. one girl can sing so fast de song & was like ohmygossh . HAHA . the what machi dontknow what song. laughs . all sing ler , jiu dao hafis , the teacher sing dontknow what song . (: its niceee. haas. after awhile class jiu dissmiss . & i demand t go burger king toilet . lols. after that hafis fetch me t cine eat as he hungry & i just drink . we was like chit chatting . suddenly talk about something , i can sence something not right . i look into his eyes , some sort like water water de . then i was like dontknow what t say & keep hear his story . then there was a tall guy , quarreling over the phone w dontknow she/him damn long. we laughs at him cause he suddenly shouted STUPID . lols.
then awhile later he fetch me back hm .we slack awhile at my hse void deck . talk about somethings . sighed . & snap some pictures . will upload if he send me(: i promise ! never t smoke when im out w you . thats a promise t you :D

MR HAFIS ! my listening ear . CHEERUP :D
♥Sorry boy , i dint do anything t comfort you when u're down . i know you're stress but things need t be solve. give each other some times & maybe soon t be alright? know each other long before doing somethings(: I dont wish my such a long friend t be sad . its almost 5years since we know each others . But all i can say is cool down , give each others sometimes . maybe one day she'l realise it . dont think too much & be happy alright . Muchloveeees my ASS friend ! ;DD
★Girl , just be happy also . dont liddat . maybe things not going right now . maybe future will all be alright? cheerup alright . when im free will meet up . see me online must talk t me . or even feels down , msg/ring me up . share w me rather then keep it t urself alright .
Labels: im bleeding., No one knows me deep inside

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Today mum wake me at 4pm . cause i ask her wake me up . then i sleep till 430 go prepare. & 5+ go bus-stop . actually wanted cab-ed t kerou work place de . but the stupid BOTAK say take bus since bus come . Zzz then i jiu board my bus t meet him at kerou work place bus stop .
then cheebye BOTAK alight wrong stop .
tmd . i thought he have umbrella ,
so no need go under rain .
then ASS BOTAK cheebye .
alight wrong stop hai me alone walk
under the fcuking rain .
then reach her work place was like ,
IM SO WET .
TMD SI BOTAK!
all ur fault laaaa . fcuk u ass .
then wait till kerou off work then her bro fetch ter jiang hm due t rain . then back t kerou house .
order kfc & surfing net . awhile SMELLY GUY called. & chat w him for quite sometime. LOLS.
want be my bf must sacrifice dev mahhh . you uhs , dontknow der . lols. will be meeting him up tmr . hohos . shall see how he SING ;x lols. going start work soon . hohos. 2 more fcuking days & im died . gona see how i die ? shall see 2 more days de blog post baaa . & sorry riko baby cant celebrate anniversary w u . i ytd then found out tht friday is our 9mth. & tmr only can see u awhile.
sorry , see if im off at 1015 you can come out anot baa. :DD haaas.
♥Sighed . i dont wish this t happen t u .
want u happy . you dont keep say want me happy jiu can.
what about u ? just forget about him . & start afresh .
everything gona be alright okays .
be strong girl . (: & dont think about tht prob ler .
maybe soon will be okays?
You can nvr predict the future alright .
i dont just wish for me t be happy.
i want everyonee t be HAPPY!
do you understand ? saw ur face liddat makes
me get emo at times. & i saw ur blog tht small part of it .
dont think too much , lifes still goes on .
everything is alright . & gona be alright .
cheerup alright.
Labels: things maybe aint gg right for now .

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Monday, April 14, 2008

Actually alarm set 2pm but set off thn went t slp . kahleng mum ring me during my slp . laughs ;x so tired t hear her nagg . ;x laughs . thn wake at 4+ liddat meet up w riko , ahling , shan , desmondd , &lester at mall . thn walk t ahchoon hse there meet w daryl , k-pher , vincent & ahchoon . laughs . awhile ltr all went off left me , ahling , shan , ahchoon&desmond . then we went coffee shop eat . lols. after tht bus-ed t riko hse . chit chat over there . things is settle . everyone is happy .
ending desmond wana go off . then we keep
pull his hands & legs lol! then keep bully-ing him .
laughs . so cutee sio . then awhile jiu cab-ed back hm .
reach-ed hse void deck saw rain&friend.
sit down chi chat awhile jiu went home .
now at hm watch BAO ZI DAn then blogg . lols.

★ Love the feeling when all is back t a grp . but its not totally all back . nvrmind .
things is solve & we're back t normal . hope this continue & nvr t happen again .
im stress over many things . finally no need stress about this . friends is friends . enermy is enermy . cant be together . i understand now . Hate one person is forever . i'l try t understand .
&& I LOVEEEEEE BAO ZI DANNNN ^^
Labels: hey you friend ass (:

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Sunday, April 13, 2008

slept at 5+ then wake at 8pm . LOLLLLL . so long but still , not my longest slp . lols.
then wake eat & actually wanted go down mall . but end up dont want . cause of something(: then now blogging . Stupid retarded still in camp , better come out meet up or i'l skin u alive ! lols.
baby , its not i want . & i dont wish t also . but that thing just couldn't gets out of my mind .
hope you understand . you dont think too much everytime . I'l always be w you . i've told u everything on phone ytd . i dont wish t see u crying . stop it can you ? i've surrender , no tears alr . you must also , be strong . no cry . more laughters , more fun :D alright . you're everytime thinking sooo muchhh . alamaks . just bear it in mind , i'l also still be ur sakura .
im sorry for everything . SORRY , A THOUSANDS APOLOGISE . evetrything starts w me first .
without those things , i think things will all be alright soon . Loveeees is rikoooo ~ ♥
ahling , i've think thru evrything u've told me THAT day . everything u say is right .
stop crying . think positive . after im ready for everything . & soon everything will be alright if something is back t normal . i want a whole grp . not 2 grps . hope u understand . somethings are meant t kept unspoken . but sometimes i really buey tahan & told u . everythings maybe is my fault . blame me ! blame me for knowing tht ass , blame me for letting tht ass know this ass . everything will be alright soon . not the prob not w the 2 ass . but is only tht particular prob . Meet up soon baaa . imissyou ♥

Shan , hate somebody ? can just be back t normal ? happily slacking , chit chatting ?
its easy t solve ur prob w kerou . i've alr told u all . she has changeed . not i side her or what . but u dint even know . & you're like , hating her after last time incident? i've already forgiven her , why cant you ? im sorry if im straight forward here . everyone be friends , why must make till liddat ? talk things out & solve . maybe you 2 should sit down talk w each other ? makes things alright , & our grp is back . i dont wish t be in the middle , helpping dontknow who . not that i've chosen her , is that dont u all find that you all have changeed ? maybe not baa , cause is always sticking t each others . if i were t chose her , i wont even bother t reply msg or even post this up here . So , i hope everything goes fine for you (: Best of luck . Meet up soon . ♥
Labels: apologise for everything.

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Saturday, April 12, 2008

Wake at ard 4+ then prepare & wanted bus-ed t kerou work place . but when im waiting for bus , she msg & say she's at hm . so i bridge over the opposite t bus-ed t her hse . reach her house felt emo . sit outside thr chit chat w kerou . sighed . thn kerou& her bro go prepare . frm 8 waited till 10 liddat . lols. thn 10+ her bro fetch us t boatquay . lol ! pass by BOSS . thn saw familiar faces . park cr & went down find xiaojess & xiaolyn . HOHO . thn awhile ltr yongwei reach-ed & we went t ' amber21 ' de pub . yongwei order martel , lols . he pay (: thnks yongwei although i dontknow who you . haas . halway went out smoke then saw KAI ! laughs . he so kuku cans . stare at me ? i stare at him ? lols.
thn he asked if im sakura . laughs . say i've changed till he cant regconise me. LOL . hohos . thn done smoking jiu went in drink . started emo & keep thinking . SOMEONE called , & chatted awhile . Then riko call-ed , thn i went outside chat w her . she's crying . makes me cried too . i cover my face & cry . ;x too paiseh , there too many ppl . thn awhile ltr went in jiu went off .
t somewhere find few ppl . 3 person cried . sighed . sorry SOMEONE makes you cry . i dontknow myself too . just t stress . you say de is right . sighed . shall find some day 2 person talk. hope things goes well . (: & you dont think too much too .
thn yiming waited for us in car , we jiu awhile ltr he fetch us back t kerou hse . thn kerou saw something , thn private talk w me . thn talk talk . stupid botak came sit there hear . BOTAK ! you think no need money ahhh . lols. thn her face makes me laughs & not cry . lols. thn after that jiu went downstair eat & went back t her hse change clothes & cab-ed hm .
Reach-ed home bath & chatted w mummy .
as mummy is my daily dairy ~
hohos . mummy is right .
she's so close w me . dont lose her .
without her , whose gona kup ciggs w me ,
as she dont want keep give me 10bucks ,
always t buy one pack myself .
LOLs. then i laughs . mummy makes
me LAUGHS OUT LOUD .
then awhile chated halfway , SOMEONE called me & we chatted awhile . jiu went slp ler.
Labels: it isn't ending still.

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Friday, April 11, 2008

wake at 3+ slack awhile at hm thn prepare . bus-ed down t kerou work place find her. thn meet botak at thr downstair coffee shop thn lift-ed up t her working place. slack awhile thn her bro fetch us back t kerou hse . watch tv awhile jiu go dwnstair coffee shop eat dinner thn now still at her hse , nothing do jiu blogggg . hohos.
short post recentlyyyy . something happen . & i miss you (:
yah , doesn't need t be together (:
friends is all i needddd nowwww ~ booooom^^

deeeply missed:DDDDD
thn ard 1+am meet up w ahling , shan , desmond , yicong , jianming , ahbeng & sian chow at kovan . wait they play pool ler thn walk t punggol lasi lemak slack . ard 4+ cab-ed home . few days no meet up . atmospher seeems different .
♡ Lifes still goes on . everything seeems t have changeee . feel like CRYING OUT LOUDDD now . sibei emoooo . sighed . i dont wish & i dont bear t also . but it just change . I want back the past & not now . As i type , tears almost roll down . whatever shit . just bear in mind friends , where ever you all go , stay happy&enjoy . years / mths w you all is happy . but something just drift us apartttt ~ far far , sibei far .
♡ im stress over many problems nowadays . who can help me ? be my listening ears? company me thru ? no one ! definately! i bet . i've been thinking about it whenever i open my eyes everytime . Stress is all i can say . i cant take hard , but i'l take soft . its no The end now . for sure as years friends . but the word ' DRIFT APART ' . i always hate this word . sighed . & why cant parents understand me also ? Someone TELLLLL meeee~ i hates t be in the dark , i wana be w one bunch of noisy friends tht'l entertain . makes life more fun right . Or maybe its time t be alone ? without friends ard me . ;x i dontknow , & i cant talk much . gods knows what'l be next ?
Labels: living in darkness .

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Thursday, April 10, 2008

wake at 4pm prepare bus-ed t keoru work place find her . thn awhile later went her house . thn wait she make up all those stuffs thn cab-ed down t compass find job . i've got myself a jobbbbb~ LOLLLLLLLLLLLS.soooo cuteee bodoh . thn cab-ed back t her hse again slack thn wait ahpek , jianming & botak come thn slack awhile jiu cab-ed hm. this will be a short post . lazy post luhhh . haaas.♥ this isn't what i want now . you understand will do . all this doesn't concern me anymore . \
aiyoooo .
Labels: INEEDYOU~

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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

today slept at kerou hse . then wake at 1+ cause of his call . zzz wake me & kerou up . thn wake up eat ler jiu bathe & cab-ed t my house. thn awhile bus-ed t kaki bukit , kerou work place . thn awhile later yiming fetch us back t kerou hse.
at her hse slack , watch tv , play com . thn buy tangyuan eat . LOLs. stupid kerou laa. see the 7pm ahwang show got tangyuan then she say want go buy . thn she , belle&me went dwn mama shop buy jiu come up slack . thn kerou&me bought tamagochi . lols. i chose a pig t be my pet . let me show u my piggg .
This is my PIGGGGGGGG~ chio bodoh . lols.
★ something finally happen . maybe all going t be ending baaa . as what i say . E is the WORD ;x
sighed . now you know with u ard / without u ard is BIG difference u know anot . i hope u're forever not w us . wtf . since u here again , everything change liao . just in one day ! ONE FCUKING DAY . wtf . now u happy ? v HAPPPY? you're just making me dissapointted. so many years lerrr , now just appear . BOOOOOM , everything goneeeee in just 1 dayyyyyyy .
Labels: ツ STRONG~

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Tuesday, April 8, 2008

wake up at ard 4pm . eat&prepare . meet ahling 6+ at mall. thn wait for kerou reach . thn we go buy eyelash thn go plaza eat western . laughs . thn go plaza find ahchoong , stephaniee , daryl , k-pher . lols. awhile ltr riko & lester reached . thn went mall ock meet yicong , botak & sam . laughs . thn bus-ed t pasir ris . sibei shaggg . laughs . due t not enough slp . thn t kok onn chalet. was bored there . thn awhile wait jianming reach thn bus-ed back t hougang mall . thn slack at bus-stop awhile. thn walk-ed t green . slack at coffee shop . super hungry . so share fried rice w jianming & ahling. laughs . ard 1+am huiling , jianming , yicong&desmond cab-ed t punggol lasi lemak find shan as me , kerou&botak went kerou hpuse drink. laughs . drink one cup thn i buey tahan . face & neck red . sibei shaggg ~ laughs . now hungry again . lols. maybe gg downstair eat or ask boatk go down buy . laughs . lazy go dwn siooo . haaas.
* as you come back , dontknow whats the ending will be . sighed . forget about it .
i dream of a dream . dream of him replying me msg saying he misses me too . but when i wake , go my handphone inbox . there's n0 msg . wtf? sighed. superrrr emoooo . i need a break . please god , save meeee ~
Labels: today onwards i'l maybe be emo-ing .

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Monday, April 7, 2008

Today wake at 6+pm. LOLs. slept for ard 13hrs still tired . then wake up nothing do . jiu on com online & watch tv . mummy invite my friends over my place cause my sis birthday . thn mummy cook mifen, fish balls , chicken wings & cake . riko& co now on the way t bugis . then if come back late , dont think they coming up baaa . cause my family gona slp alr . so long since riko came my hse . LOL . & yicong sis tmr off , thn prepare ler ard 10+ cab-ed dwn t kerou house thr meet riko , kerou , jianming & ahpek (: after that slack at her house thn awhile ltr riko left . jianming fetch her hm . & botak reach thn we slack at void deck wait jianming back we jiu go up her hse outside slack . awhile later yicong called & ask us save his fish . LOL . thn we bring 2 prawn t his hse . as jianming friend fetch us there . thn reach yicong hse slack awhile . jiu go point thr slack awhile . jiu walk t kerou hse again . while ahpek , jasmine&mingquan still at kerou hse outside . Laughs* thn awhile ltr jasmine&mingquan left . then we ard 3+ cab-ed hm .
anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS (:
As i view thru ur page , i'll start t rewind back the past . everything ends & its maybe gona start again . so hard for me t forget . it has been months since you left . & imissyou much . few more months you're coming back . we shall meet up real soon & chat (: if you happen t view my blog , rmb ! TAG ME alright :DDD

☠ && dont always think im sad over you . cause maybe sometimes it tends not t be you . haha (: it can be other things that im bothering about . im just thinking too much nowadays . dontknow whyy . that particular thing is always spinning ard my brain . what shld i do ? sometimes this & that . makes me so irritating siooo . the way t talk t me
CHANGE ! act as if we're strangers liddat . wtf ? thought you'l be a nice person , end up its the other round . im wrong . everything is just the opposite . Fair is the word ? can someone roughly explain t me whats the meaning of FAIR ? it isn't what you mean . dictionary is fake . Fair is Unfair . burn ur ass stupid dictionary . dontknow why dictionary in this fcuking world . roarrr .
Labels: ☠ Hate you Stupid Ass ☠

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Sunday, April 6, 2008

Wake at 6 liddat in the afternoon as they say wanted go fishing at punggol park. so prepare & went down . meet kerou at interchange & we walk t find ahpek & ahling . thn they pei me go buy prepaid card . thn walk back t mall basement buy rabbit dontknow what thing . ahpek rabbit want eat der. then desmond call ahpek and say he's at mac. so we went up & meet desmond , daryl , lester , ahchoon , k-pher & one more guy . thn talk outside mall awhile ahling , kerou , ahpek , desmond , ahchoon& me jiu walk t plaza shop & save buy prawns while the others guys went hm i think ? laughs . thn after buying we walked t punggol park . ask-ed desmond bro piggyback me awhile as i lazy walk . hoho . halfway ahling call mervin & he's so qiao at bus stop as we walking over . ahling ask me dont snatch . lols. we both jiu run towards him , end up i reach thr first. hohohos. chat awhile his bus come & time t say gdbyeee . thn we continue walk t 401 cause ahpek want withdraw money . thn walk t punggol park . found a suitable place , & we sit thr & ahpek trying hard t do the fishing rod. lols. took so long. end up 2 string pijak . haaaa! thn awhile ltr yicong & jason reach . help t do the rod. thn awhile ltr the guys went 401 eat as left me , ahling , kerou 7 jason thr. hohos. soon riko , lester & jianming reached. lols. thn sooon after the guys back frm eating . ahpek bought porridge for us . buy so many . ohmygosh . stop wasting ur money on us laaaa . aiyoooo ahdui ~ thn after tat riko , ahling , me , desmond , yicong , jason , jianming & ahpek sit down play true or dare. laughs . fun fun . kerou & botak no play . aiyo , next time tgt come join us alright .ard 12+ riko , lester & ahchoon left. thn we continue play thn awhile ltr the grp become left me , ahling , desmond & ahpek . lol . all gets tired after playing . so ard 1+ we cab-ed hm . reach hm bath , eat BEARD PAPA de puffs. so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . ohmygosh . hohohos . so many days no go hm , kinda bu xi guan hm lifes at hm . lols.
♥ im sorry my beloved RIKO . i shldn't have quarrel & repeating the sentence . i know im at wrong. know you for quite some years . & we're now les for almost 10months. no quarrel shld comes again . as i say , all cause of ahxiang , LOL ! that i know how t quarrel .;x oopppps. haaas. & what you told me just now maybe is right . but i shld slowly go find . or maybe ask continue waiting? i dontknow. lols. makes me confuse uhs. or continue HONGING ? laughs.

My beloved RIIKO BABYYY !
♥♥ Maybe i shld step out of this circle. lets be peace? i dont wana always cause of you & learns how t get emooo . wtf i trying t do ? sometimes / someday it'l makes me go madddd ~ im serious . maybe you like her , you shld go for it . i wont stop or blame you . i'l just mostly wish you both last long if you both are tgt ? & i haven totally forget about the recent case. it just comes in&out of my mind sometimes. sighedd. im thinking too much nowadays . i'l break down one fine day .

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Saturday, April 5, 2008

morning wait kerou mummy baibai finish fetch me t hse bus stop as they shun lu t work place. thn reach hm slp till afternoon dontknow what time meet up w ahling , catherine , caixing & simin . thn they pei me go buy hair dye . hohos. guys GATSBY ! laughs . Gold colour . ohmygosh . im gona ask mama buy me another hair dye , dye other colour . laughs. cause mummy say not nice lehs . haas . thn after that simin pei catherine go mall buy shoes & huiling see comic , caixing & simin jiu left . as caixing got probation & simin gona rush hm watch show . hohos. so miss caixing . long no see him . never change much . meet up again baaa (: && after that catherine , ahling & me went opp mall de void deck slack . thn awhile ahchoon & desmond bro reach . lols. thn followed by jianming , riko , lester & k-pher . haaas. maybe we too noisy baaa . 3 police officer came dwn screen us . hoho . thn i keep disiao the JACK LAI ( one of the officer) . haaas. so funny . he's handsome bodoh ~ thn after awhile as they walk t plaza , i jiu go hm ler . bus-ed hm , walk halfway saw dad also walking hm . ohmygosh . damn unlucky . thn dint talk t him . i faster press lift & walk up . as he dontknow walk behind do what . thn wanted take money thn bus-ed t kerou hse as i rushing for last bus . thn ohfcuk . how i know my dad need cook noodle & bath . took so long. as he's not aslp , i dare not approach my mum for money . as he'l !@#$%^& . sooooo irritating bodoh. end up cab-ed t kerou hse & slack . Reach there first thing , dye my fcuking hair. hohos. ahxiong help me dye. LOLs. come out the colour one patch here&there. lols. want redye other colour ler. thn ard 3+ , yicong , botak , jason & one of the guy forget what name came . thn watch tv . slack till morning 8am we go hm . ahxiong & me took 854 hm . as he going bedok & me hm . while others walk hm . haas. reach hm bath & fall aslp .
Labels: The ending is not what i want .

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11:28 PM]


Friday, April 4, 2008

left kerou hse at morning 11+ . thn reach hm sleep till 4 liddat thn go prepare . laughs . zai bus-ed t kerou hse slack awhile. watch tv thn go dwn fetch ahling come up as she dontknow how the way up . thn watch 9pm show , last episode siooooo . so niceeee. but think still got continue baaa. no ending der. haas. thn after that bus-ed down t mall meet riko . miss her sio . thn went eat mac thn slack awhile . while waiting for jianming&co come down . we went nearby void deck slack .
thn after that cab-ed back t kerou hse as all want go home ler. reach kerou hse awhile ahpek msg and say he&co coming down . awhile later , they reach & now watching tv. lols. while i playing webcam w RIIKOOO . laughs. now then i know webcam so fun siooo . haaas.
must go buy webcam as benney ho also want buy & play . HOHOHOS. soooon gonaaa PESTER mummy buy for me. hohohos. so niceeeeeee. going home sooon as maybe tmr waking up early .
Labels: fated feeling baaa.

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11:21 PM]


Thursday, April 3, 2008

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This is benney hoooo . Laughs*

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11:59 PM]


slept at 4am ytd . thn 6+ morning mum call me twice . i realise but i dont wana pick . slp halfway tired want can . lols. so lazy pick up her call . laughs ;x thn 8+ yiming wake me up say he going ler . thn i was like ' give me 5 more mins laaa ' . tired bodoh . Laughs . thn after awhile sneak out of his room w/o his ahma watching . thn faster go kerou rm wake her up . cause she say want pei me tgt 8+ go der . haa . thn was like i keep wake her up she keep turn & cover her face. o.O what she trying t do man . lols. thn end up she go work w her mama&papa . thn i jiu sit yiming car fecth belle&boy t sch thn maid home zai send me t hse bus stop as convenient ;DDD thanks once again .
Reach home bathe thn wanted slp . turb here & thr still cant slp . kerou ask me come online chat as i cant use hse phone long . so i come online blog lor. haas. thn ard 1+ go prepare 2+ bus-ed t kerou work place find her . kena kajiao by her da ge . lols. & i disturb ter jiang . hOHOHo . fun laaaa ~ ard 5+ kerou mum fetch us t fetch belle&boy . bfore tht we went shengsong buy things. hohos. thn fetch the kids back . eat dinner & watch tv . thn ard 10+ went downstair meet alan & co as they say they've reached . thn slack awhile . went up hse too tired . wanted slp . thn eddy msg say he reach downstair . thn all went down again . lols. superrrr tired cans? laughs* coughing like fcuk . think gona fall sick soon . but i so strong think wont get sick so easily ba right ? LOLLL .
❤ ahma soooo gooood t meeee laaaa . haaa . i was like coughing like mad dog & she ask me drink cough syrup . yeppie . i love ahmaaaa . she asked if wana tgt eat porridge i say dontwant. lols. thn i hungry jiu ask if can eat the dontknow long long white white thing . thn she help me make hot . weeets! thn now can eat lerrr . hohos .
☠ Things aint going smooth for me . everything just a conflict i think ? sighed . I realise , i shld have step out / shldn't have think about it at first .its all my fcuking fault . EMO EMO EMO . emo is all i can do . what a stupid thing ya ? If you're viewing my blog , you shld know who im referring t . && im just tht stupid&dumb sometimes i think back . I've nothing much t talk t you nowadays . not cause of what , is cause of ' THAT ' . dont ask me whats that . cause i dont have t tell you . You know , i know can already . OBVIOUSLY is that word . nothing more t continue .
♥ i've back my past 2 years quit school life . its great . tonning , slacking ard like fcuk . Loveeee this life . But i aint gona led this days forever laaaa . aaahhha . it gona stop soon . gona find a job as mum&ahma keep nagging . HOHOS ^^ But give me so call PLAY this few days bfore i got the mood t work maaaa . haaa . Lazy&tired de lehs . Got work ler , jiu will seldom meet up w sisters . so fcuking boredddd de know .
♥ mAYbe finally i've gona forget you . thts the thing i wana do now . Miss my past . slacking ,tonning , talk cock , sing song , shooting each others. so funnnnn laaa deyyy ~ IMISSSIT man . Miss my bros&sis.riko , jasmine , kerou , liangshan , huiling , catherine , cyntia , ahxiang , jackson , mingquan , chris , kianheng . Miss you all laaa . One whole grp happy is the main thing i want now . im not like the past anymore . i dont care anything now . NOTHING MEANS NOTHING okayyyys . I want all back in one grp happily go out . everything will be fine then . no conflicts , no quarrel , no hatred . evrything no .

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Wednesday, April 2, 2008

thn ard midnight yicong & ahpek came kerou hse. lols. thn starting watching tv . so interesting . about
bras . laughs! thn awhile yicong & kerou using com . thn i so bored. hohos. nvrmind about that (as long as happy ;x) ard 4am cab-ed hme , thn mum come dwn help me pay cab . & went home sleep till afternoon 4m . lols. too tired , still not enough sleep siooo . thn bus-ed t kerou work place find her. lol . soooooooo
HOT lols. awhile ltr close the shop ler . thn kerou bro fetch us back home. haa .
watch tv jiu eat dinner thn kena
kajiao by kerou da ge . LOL ! say me
fat fat fat LAUGHS! thn watch 9pm show. now jiu blogging ler. so boredddd~
* things aint the same anymore . everything have changed . I want back the happy go lucky life .
can i stop doing this t create TROUBLE? whats trouble ? sighed. maybe i really shldn't have at the start ba . regret is all i can say . why must you appear here . imagine one day you BOOOM & dissappear infrnt of me , tht'l be DAMN GOOODDDD~ then i dont need be liddat anymore.
I DONT NEED GUYS LER , just
fcuk off baaaaaa. as far as i cant see you . LAUGHS!
** NG YIMING . You
mati . Im so PURE yet you dontknow . alamaks . So cute uhs me . Ass . if you happen t come here see , better TAG before you go hor . or i'l kill you !
*** Daniel sia miss me . I miss you too ! (: ni fang xin . we'l have the chance t meet up de . take a look at our conversation . hohos .
DSWH says:
i miss you suddenly
'_ SAKURA says:
thn u got love me suddenly
DSWH says:
no
` - SAKURA says:
WHY!!!!
DSWH says:
cause you didnt love me already
` - SAKURAsays:
laughs.
` - SAKURA says:
dontknow leis.
DSWH says:
you got other boy la girl
DSWH says:
haha
` - SAKURA says:
lols.
` - SAKURA says:
no have laaaa.
DSWH says:
dont bluff la
DSWH says:
i know de
DSWH says:
girl
` - SAKURA says:
lols.
` - SAKURA says:
boy boy nononono!
Laughs , thn now frying fries eat . damn hungry . want
jianfei but cant. keep hungry . lols. no wonder yiming say i
fat lurrr . haaaaa . i'l slim down let you see der. haaaa! No worries (: now at ard 3am , everyone slpping . jas&ming went home . now left me alone awake at yiming room . boreeed . im starting t think about those sad memories . whenever im alone , i'l get emo . Zzz maybe i knw what i shld do next baaaa . dont tell me much , i know what im doing . may god bless (: everything ends w a E . E= ending . no ending no starting . am i right ?

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7:34 AM]


Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Kerou dage wake me up at 8+ thn i wake up he go fetch belle&boy t school . thn when i open toilet door , kerou ahma was inside . LOL ! (x its like wtf . i dontknow , thought who so stupid go close toilet door when no one inside. lols. thn when she comes out , i pass by her & she say me !@#$$%% wtf ? lols. sorry la ahma . lol . dont dare dont call you again . ur face too fierce can ? lols. after that , her maid come up thn yiming fetch me home till house there bus stop as he shun lu go work place(: Thanks laaaaa yiming (((:
Reach hm wanted sleep , but cant sleep . scared later cant wake . so use com till now 1pm . going prepare go out . & thanks my ahma for the mian xian man . Its nice . I love ur cooking ♥ use co m till 1 pm thn prepare meet ahling & co at mall . thn bus-ed t pasir ris . starting picnic , thn jiu go cycle frm 5-6pm . halfway jiu rain . lol . whole body wet like shit . laughs* thn stop rainning , we continue cycle . thn when gg return bicycle , i fall down . laughs* then slack at mac prank ppl april fool. hohos. nice. laughs* after that bus-ed back t hougang . thn slack awhile at kfc as they eating , thn i left w riko . her mum fetch her back thn i cab-ed t kerou house .

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