haas . wake up prepare meet kerou at my house bus stop . thn her mum fetch us t fetch belle &boy back her hse thn wait for her make up thn cab t 401 meet riko . after that jianming & one uncle came. thn after awhile kerou friends reach . and riko walk home. thn jianming also left . jiu left kerou , me& her friends . thn wait awhile yiming came. & firstly we went som erset thr see long fish . lol . super long seh .lol . after that left t larbotor park thn followed by 99 turn . haa . slack awhile jiu go kerou house ler. now inside yiming room disiao. lols. shan call too late , haas. arbo can tgt go out. lol . next time early contact me alright.

hohos .
* xiang , you kena april fool by me till u gong gong uhs. lols.
*derek , you also . haas. see what you msg me tmr kkays. lols!
*huiling , you haven reply me . lets see what u reply tmr morning. hohohos.

**boy , maybe its a no for me t love you ba .
i realise alot things , & saw what i dont wana see . everything is making me mad now.
im so stress & saddddd . want cry , but i ren . i cnt just break down again so easily . i'l be strong as riko baby says . sighed. i just cant so easily kena beat down.

*** the same thing happen again . reflect what i did previously . its just so fcuk !
guys are just so fcuk up ! ~ && what you want , you can take all you want . maybe i shld have step out . i shldn't have think so much , but i have t . its making me even more mad whenever/whereever im . lets meet lesser bah . till the day im not mad about you . friends are indeed better thn bf . singlicious is BEST ! 3 claps! clapclapclap !!

Lets view some of my upload pics(:



My feeling will always be the same ツ



its too late t apologise



Isn't it the right choice babe ?



I'l always be there for you



You makes me go crazy ~



the ending will never stop



Miss you my love ♥



The broken pieces in my heart



Its the true love that concern me .

Labels: Maybe i shouldn't have .

29MarcH08'

haas . ton at kerou house till afternoon . cant sleep . morning 10 am , yicong & ahpek left first thn wanted sleep . but cant sleep so went out play w bell bell . thn xiong&kerou sleep. play awhile ask her maid cook noodle eat . lol . after that yicong msg & ask t open door so ask bell bell pei me . thn we go in room again cant sleep jiu play w bell bell . thn awhile later kerou wake up & prepare . i dont want waste another 1 and a half hr at my house so i at kerou house bath& make up . after that went my house change clothes thn go bedok pei xiong prepare . kerou&me wait downstair as yicong accompany him up . we nothing do thn snap alot pics . will upload when kerou send me(: thn headed t bedok princess mac slack while waiting for genie pass present t kerou . & we bus-ed t bugis wait for ahpek . while waiting we eat burger king . ate few fries & no appetite so give my burger t yicong . laughs . awhile later meet up w riko , shan & cat near cyntia shop(: thn awhile ltr ahpek reach . & we slack outside burger king . thn ard 8+ wanted play pool & we walk there & no table . so we sit outside wait . awhile we go off t cuppage party world;D started at 12am . so walk down saw ming quan & we sitted thr & chat . saw robert , & i ran thr chat awhile thn go back . thn bebix sexaye off work ler . she walk over & chatted awhile she jiu go home ler . left w 5 of us . tired kum gastric . yicong slept on the floor so dont want disturb him wake , so i ask kerou pei me go eat . order porrige (; HOHOHO . long no eat tht already leh deyyy . awhile ltr yicong , xiong & ahpek came , wanted order food but no have ler . so they went eat prata while we're still at cuppage eating . after eating went find them . saw jianming & ahchow . hohos . thn awhile ltr 12am already so all went up t partyworld . & singing session . I dontknow how t sing but kajiao a few sentence laaaaa ;x haaas . halfway catherine call & say they wanted come down so when they reach , ahpek go outside fetch them in . & thr cat singing ! haha . I love her voice sioooo . & again snap pics inside . haaa . shall upload soon . end ard 4am . so went outside cab-ed home . ask mama come dwn bring me up. hoho . sorry , wake u up ;DD haaa . Reach hm bath & msg sis . thn he call me . & we chatted awhile thn charging phone , awhile he say wanted go bath after bath zai see i sleep alr not zai call me again . but end up DINT call . haaa . lucky i dint wait for his call ;x LOL !!




Shan&Sakura



Taken at partyworld , what a weird eyes.

30MarcH08'

thn morning actually got a trainning as waitress at 230pm . ask huiling & riko boom me up . actully wake at 1130 as alarm rings but i keep off & keep sleeping . they boom my house & bro kick me wake up ans call . lol . too tired t even wake up . thn jiu send huiling tht num . & fall back aslp . so miss this chance . laughs . cause nver sleep for one whole day ler ma . super tireddd man . (: & sleep till 9pm . now blogging . hohos.

ღ here comes the new feeling . get rid of the olds . i cant be that selfish as just awhile. i really cant believe what i did is so fcuk . im such a fcuk up person . cant i even keep t myself . slap my mouth . as for the old , im still feeling abit sad over it . really cant erase those memories . i'l keep it safe (: as for something i heard , i'l feel low mooddd . & something i saw , i also will . i just saw something that i dont wish t see & i just happen t view . wtf i want . this &that also cant . what makes me jealous so easily . maybe i'l just keep quiet at one corner &think thru ba . the past is not worth my tears , the present maybe also not worth


☆ things are getting COMPLICATED . my brain will burst sooner or laterrr . maybe what i want now is you t be happy go lucky whenever i see you(: this will make me happy too . everything starts w a smile . its between ME&YOU !


ε(●̮̮̃•̃)з Just a call/msg will make me happy enough . & im still thinking about tht sentence . can i believe? or that question . which is which . everything is making me stress nowadays . I regret knowing u , regret everything . If i dint know u , i wont have love you . Im just that stupid.

☆ Just happen t think of the past whenever i accept comments on friendster . i'l nvr ever accept andrew tht ONE&ONLY long sweet comment . & im begginning t miss him . hohos. he's coming back sgp soon . coming august (: weeets . hope t meet up soon . still got 2 more + yrs . counting down . hohohs . Here's some pic of him:D



Andrew chew ♥



th-lilprecious(:


Come back fast , i missyou

忠心 all diedie

Labels: maybe or maybe not .

Morning 3+ sleep . thn night 7+ wake up . haas . 830 bath thn meet ahxiong at my house bus stop thn tgt go kerou hse . thn countdown her birthday . 1st cake smash her . thn 2nd cake ahpek bought swensen cake sio. haaas. thn at hse downstair they smash her thn come up drink a lil thn eat 2nd cake. full full sio . hohos. thn now blogging . after blog going outside slack & drink again.

* anyway , happy birthday kerou airen (:

Labels: 3 words 1 meaning, iloveyou .

Slept at 6+am . then wake around 4 pm actually want work . but in the end nvr open so no work . continue sleep till 5+ wake up nothing eat , jiu on com watch tv . then ard 7+ go shan hse find them slack . haaas . thn now watching 9pm show . laughs. & updating blog. & just change blogskin & update some pictures . Haa . As i've not even update a pic since i create blog till now . HOHOs .
ahxing , you wont be reading newspaper ler (:

✖ I cant imagine tht our friendship will cause of tht fcuking night & it ends . I want what you are , & not what you think im . Its such a stupid thing man . hoping tht my phone ringing will be you . its been so many days since i last saw ur msg appear in my phone . i still keep ur msges in my inbox . I dont bear t delete as its our memories . Maybe its only mine perhaps . But it doesn't matter much . As long as we're back t normal im happy ツ As im typing this , tears come rolling down . I admit that i miss you much , precious ❤

ღ I nvr think too much . You stop imagine can anot Zzz



Taken outside cheers : DDD


Extention ツ

Taken at shan hse ツ




& I'l less contact you t avoid misunderstanding .
❤Muchloveees.

190308'

At home slp then wake up com spoil so watch tv till night jiu sleep again . lifes boring . dint go out today . haaas .

200308'

wake up at 3pm then prepare meet huiling at mall thn go take bus t compass point thn riko board our bus . & went out smoking area , sally call for me . & we chat for awhile . msg spinz & he went down meet us . thn after tht go foodcourt eat , halfway shan reach . after eating slack outside starbucks till ard 7+ wait for shan friend t come . thn we go take train down vivo wanted watch movie . ][ The Orphanage ][ thn kerou at hougang board train , catherine at kovan board . thn off t vivo . reach thr the tickets selling fast . Q till the counter thn the person say 9+ no seats . then bobian nvr watch & go walk ard vivo . thn eat & went up t top . the water under renovation . wtf . suey uhs . Zzz thn awhile more jianming reach & we chat , halfway desmond & ahchoon also come. haas. so chat ard 11+ go take last train t hougang . after tht jianming , ahpek , huiling & me went kerou hse watch vcd . Damn , So shiok sio the first vcd . Photocopy Backside * HOHOs . awhile later yicong came . & we chat till ard 7 we went hme. & pei ass go buy hair dye & we go take cab hm .

210308'

wake ard 3pm . rainning . & terry call me ask about the club tix . So i cnfirm w him . & went back t slp. ard 4+ wake up prepare meet kianheng go work. shiok . earn 100+ . hohos. Happy laaaa dey! after working train t amk & cab t plaza find them . thn hungry go eat , halfway riko went hm . after eating go play pool awhile thn went down smoke & went kerou hse again . haa . yicong , ahpek , jianming & chow also came. so starting watch tv ending play true or dare, haaa. funny laaaaaaa.! laughs . ard 7am went hm .

220308'

Today wake at 4pm then go prepare went mall meet huiling & yicong . Thn wanted bus-ed t bedok we walk one whole round thn cab-ed t green drop ass down and we went city plaza . extend my hair ~ HOHos. after tht ahpek meet us at city plaza & we cab-ed back t hougang plaza eat . lol * after tht cab t kerou hse again . thn watch tv & we order mac eat . 3am left her hse and cab home . & im here blogging again . Haaa . 4 days no blog ler leh deyyyy . HAAAAA ~

& there i goes again ; IMISSUNCLE !!
Precious , i cant ask for much . you do this maybe is for our own good .
but i cant accept the facts tht you actually is that sort of person . Sighed .
I wanted t meet up , but ... hais .
It just a blink of eye & it dissappear . 8 days past ~
][ Let the past be the past , let me start afresh & nvr be that stupid again ][

Labels: Stop being a copycat Zzz

STRESS STRESS & MANY STRESS !

im stress nowadays . many things happen t me at once . & i wish t settle those things in real life rather then sms/phone calls. it has been bothering me for days . & i cant take it as if nothing happen. im th VICTIM & i wish t make it clear . So there wont be any MISUNDERSTANDING ard us . without real life talking , i dont think this problem will stop so easily . im so stress about this problem . I've been crying & thinking about it , some days it'l makes me go MAD !


& you all dontknow what i thinking nowadays . all you know is i always hang out late at night , take money frm mum . You also dont even care about this family . wtf you doing Mr tan ? house phone rang and ask for u , u say not at home . what u just trying t avoid ? Just face the facts & answer the phone cant you ? Set an example as a dad can u .

I aint that happy go lucky alr . Im alone sometimes. & emo easily . Please , save me frm this problems. I wish t get out and lead my happy lifes . ;/
My short hair ツ

The Black&white side of my life ツ


Im trying t be a strong girl frm now on ツ

18MARCH08`

set alarm at 2pm , end up 3 then wake . go prepare and meet riko baby , ahling & shan at kovan mac . soon after some chatting thr . ard 430 , went t take bus 153 t toa payoh . cause ahling wanted take medicine . before clinic open , i complain hungry . & went t coffeeshop eat duck rice . wtf , so awful . =.=' awhile later catherine come find us . then wait till 630 clinic open & ahling went in take medicine then off we went t bus stop took 153 back t hougang . cause catherine wanted buy something . after tht headed t bus stop take 62 & off we went home .

Reach hm ard 8+ , com spoil so dint use . watch tv till 10 . & bath . then come out cook noodle eat , halfway , derek call me and say he coming find me . LOL ! So i was like ohmygod i just bath & he call . laughs . nvrmind , after eating , went make up change clothes went dwn meet him at 1130 . then ard 12am he needa go back camp . (:

*HAPPY 9th month RIIKO BABY! ccccccc> give u icecream .

19MArcH08`

then 1230am went downstair wait for jasmine & ming t reach . actually they cab here but end up bus-ed t my house . then i was like ohmygosh , so late alone waiting . nvrmind , stupid ass call me & we chat while waiting for them . so scaryyyy lor. & they reach i still chatting on phone . till at mac i hang & jas say i can imagine they're transparent . LMAO! then i there nagging her . lols. after eating mac , went out smoke & wanted buy ciggs at 7eleven , i tried , & cant buy thru . wtf . jas&ming tried too , they cant buy thru too. ;x LOL . & last we ask oma buy then i was like kinda dulan walk in the store w oma and keep staring at the old indian uncle . something happen inside* & off we went mac outside slack . & wynsen call ask me whether wana company him drink at his house not . i jiu say okays . & he bike down frm tamp till kovan fetch me t sengkang . then reach his house drink 2 cans caslberg =.-ll buey tahan de lor . & went toilet .,, whole face&body red . LOL . wtf . Then off we went t bed at ard 5+ . 6+ his mum come in off aircon . 7+ i ask him on aircon . Laughs . then while i slpping he halfway wake up smoke . its like eeeeks . the smell hor , stinks . hahas . 1pm he wake me up & i blur blur say i want bath , then after bathing he fetch me hm . & took out my eyelash & off i lie on the bed and slp . 830 just wake . & nothing do . so on com & watch tv , now blogging . hohos .

&&&& SUPER THANKS T RIKO BABY FOR HELPPING ME FIND DAO THT CHINA CREAM , MUCH APPRECIATE ! LOVESSSS<333

*Something which i dont wish t happen & it happen . i dont wish t happen again its making me mad . tht incident still cant get out of my mind . its been bothering me . sighed .

Labels: i dream of 3 dream while slpping. hohos.

today offline at 6am . then msg tht stupid ass till 8 liddat jiu went t slp . wake up ard 7+ . damn boring . watch tv & surf net . 10+ went down smoke & here im blogging . boring weekdays. everyones need study & work . there im slpping & slacking .

those things still cant get out of my mind , but im not gona think of it again . Im gona forget everythng & start afresh . & stupid ass , cheerup alright . Dont think too much too(: Soon it'l be over .

✖ we aint contacting each other anymore . so you can do what you want , plan whatever u want .
i dont give a damn anymore . i wana be a better person . & think NO more ღ



ITS THE END ♥



Face the REALITY ツ

Labels: Hope it heals faster . Its Pain.

this morning slept at 5am . then 830 pm wake up . do nothing . jiu on com use . then halfway thru decided t ask riko baby help me do blog . thanks t her tht im back t blog again . hahas . dint went out today . Sunday is boring , a sleeping day for me . this few days slept in the morning till night & went out till morning then sleep . i wonder how am i gona go sch soon . lols.

&yes boy , i miss you ツ


thats a promise between us ♥

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